Very First Time Husband Feelings

I've written about our 1st eperience before, on here on different topics. Our 1st started as a mfm until his wife arrived, then it was 4 on the bed. But during the mfm part, I must admit how hot it was to see my wife want to devour her 3rd cock ever. I actually spread her pussy while he ran his cock head up and down it before entering her. That after the 4 some ended, and she sat up, exclaimed "that was fun, I want to do it again" - icing on the cake, so to speak. My feeling was that 'hey, a tasty pie and silky seconds await'. I was not disappointed. After that experience, we started mfm fun - she took to that, well, like a duck to water, lol.
 
Most times, people talk about the first time, but not exactly about the feelings the husband experience.

Husbands with experience can help other husbands to understand, in advance, the feelings they will feel when finally happen.

For all husbands who already have a hotwife:
What were your feelings when you saw your wife being penetrated by another man? being touched by another? sucking another cock?

If you were not there at the very first time:
What feelings did you experience while you were waiting for news? And what feelings did you feel when your wife finally told you the details?

Also very important, and this must be answered by both scenarios:
What did you feel after cum? And the day or days afterward?
What were your feelings when you saw your wife being penetrated by another man?
Being happy for her.
being touched by another?
Being proud to have a woman who is enjoying this.

sucking another cock?
Perhaps I like this more than fucking. It is simple more visible.
And very, very arousing when she kept my head nearby. (She did sometimes)


And what feelings did you feel when your wife finally told you the details?
To be clear I was almost always present.
To answer this question: it took months my wife could talk about feelings and details.
But then, we both liked it very much.

What did you feel after cum?
You mean if her lover came?
Well, because our experiences were in a club, condoms were of course always used during fucking.
But my wife liked to give BJ's to the end. Extremely arousing to watch.

And the day or days afterward?
We kept a diary (about 275 pages) of the happenings and our feelings (pillow talks and/or mails).
So we knew from each other how we experienced all but also what were our fantasies.
 
That bridge between desperately wanting it to happen, and the moment it's about to happen and you can't stop it is huge!.

I went years wanting my wife to ...... with other men, it's all I could think about.
But that moment you know it's about to really happen is almost gut wrenching.

Maybe it's knowing a stranger is going to use your wife as no more than an easy fuck and a cum bucket.
Maybe it's because your questioning her loyalty to you.
Maybe it's guilt,you being the one that pursueded her to break all her marriage vows, vows that she didn't want to break.

Maybe you will hate yourself for letting him have your wife, maybe you hate him for making your wife his.

Maybe you hate yourself for being a wimp of a husband, sitting there alone as he gets your prized asset.

Maybe your angry with your wife, knowing at that moment she wants him, his cock and his seed ....not yours.

As husbands, we are meant to covert our wives, celebrate what's ours and only ours, yet you will be standing there, wondering why the fuck have you given her to a stranger, gave him the use of your marital bed to pretty much breed your wife,whilst you keep out the way like a pathetic loser.

All the above my dear readers,are emotions , feelings and thoughts that I went through in a space of sixty seconds,I was raging!

But,I transitioned into knowing it was too late to stop it,straight into sheer delight as the sound of his hard cock pounding my wife's cunt came from our bedroom..
TY for a well versed account of you watching your sweet sexy wife split wide n deep by a new cock, was he bare naked, and did he deep seed her hot yearning married pussy?.
 
TY for a well versed account of you watching your sweet sexy wife split wide n deep by a new cock, was he bare naked, and did he deep seed her hot yearning married pussy?.
I didn't watch them, it was her first time,so I knew I had one chance to make her come out of it with no regrets,for her to feel it was all about her,that it was truly a gift that I'd given her.
It was also important to show her the very next morning that nothing had changed between us,so I just gave her a hug to show her we were still rock solid. Shed had her cake and eaten it ,I played a blinder lol.

This had to feel right for her because for me this couldn't be a one off,I wanted the first guy to fuck her to be perfect, because it felt like an addiction,I already knew I had to do everything I could to get her to want to spread her legs for many more strangers.

I'm being honest here,and as bad as I makes me sound,I don't feel the need to sugar cost it on here...

I made it all about my wife , I made it sound to her like I wanted to give her such a great gift.
But I manipulated her into it,I said and did all the right things in order to get her to let a complete stranger fuck her.
Yes,I enjoyed knowing she was loving it as I listened to him making love to her,but I was getting what I wanted.

I was listening to perfect loyal wife of 19 years being almost deflowered by a complete stranger,id manipulated her into being an easy fuck and nothing more than a cum bucket for a complete stranger.

I knew she meant nothing to him as I listened to him fucking her so hard in our marital bed.
I had to visualize her with her arms around him, imagining her wedding ring digging into his back as her married cunt was being used and taken.

Looking back,I guess I got off on knowing he was enjoying knowing her pathetic husband had been ordered to stay in the other room, knowing he was the Alfa male , he'd made my wife his,her cunt belonged to him ,with me having to wank myself off listening to him completing his conquest and pumping his baby making seed deep inside my wife.

I knew what I was doing all along,I knew she was just an easy fuck for him,a bit of fun.
I knew he'd feel oh so proud of himself when he left in the morning,walking to his car with a big grin on his face, his balls drained,and my wife's cunt juices all over his spent cock .

It even turned me on knowing how many of his mates he'd tell,how he'd used and fucked my wife oh so hard , how good her married cunt felt,and what a great fuck she was.

In the morning,my wife just came into me,she hugged me tight and wouldn't let go.
She was full of guilt, this was her way of reconnecting I guess,fearful of how I'd be,

I just stood there holding my wife,celebrating the fact that she'd just been fucked bareback by a complete stranger.
She felt sexier,dirtier , naughtier ,and I couldn't get it out of my thoughts that new cock had been inside her ,and that she had another man's baby making seed very much alive inside her.

I knew at that very moment that id never want to stop sharing her.
 
I was beside myself with excitement.

For all husbands who already have a hotwife:

What were your feelings when you saw your wife being penetrated by another man? I was trembling with excitement. I had to unzip my Levi's as my cock was pressing against the zipper as I stood beside the foot of the bed. It stuck straight out for most of the fuck, and was dripping precum.

being touched by another? This is was way more exciting than I ever imagined, especially as she was encouraging it, kissing him and fondling him. Soon, his hand was under her dress, - his middle finger deep inside her as her hips thrust up at it. We were at a party and she had an orgasm on the living room couch with several spectators in the room. I watched from the bar. As her orgasm subsided, they stood and went to the bedroom, upstairs. I felt awkward with so many people watching.

sucking another cock? This happened in our marital bed. He was a sexy coworker and was on his knees as my wife lay beside him sucking his cock. She motioned for me to come closer and kiss her after her BF finished completely in her mouth. As he laid back against the headboard, my wife rolled onto her back and invited me to fuck her. Her vagina took care of my erection in short order and we all rested for a few minutes - until my wife initiated foreplay with her BF again.

If you were not there at the very first time:

What feelings did you experience while you were waiting for news? And what feelings did you feel when your wife finally told you the details? Most times, I haven't been there when she had a new guy. The challenge was always the same: trying not to jack off while horny beyond belief. Couldn't ...... waiting for her to return. Then, practically ripping her clothes off her when she got home. I'd like to mention: my wife just loved how aggressive I was about fucking her when she got home. I just had to get my cock in her immediately and experience what another man had just experienced. As I did so, she revealed details about their fuck. She learned to talk about being pregnant with him and that always got me off.

Also very important, and this must be answered by both scenarios:

What did you feel after cum? And the day or days afterward? I was still hot, and disappointed that I'd cum already. Always went down on her immediately afterwards. That is addicting. Wanted it all the time. So did she.....
 
Yes, exactly. I felt like that...

I felt I was loosing her in that moment. But It didn't say to her.

After a few dates I started to feel more comfortable with her ignoring me when he was there. He is very dominant, is like a head taller than me, and huge. So I feel weak when he is with her.
Sounds like you might consider shaving your body, put yourself in a cock cage and wear panties while a real man fucks her.
 
I was beside myself with excitement.

For all husbands who already have a hotwife:

What were your feelings when you saw your wife being penetrated by another man? I was trembling with excitement. I had to unzip my Levi's as my cock was pressing against the zipper as I stood beside the foot of the bed. It stuck straight out for most of the fuck, and was dripping precum.

being touched by another? This is was way more exciting than I ever imagined, especially as she was encouraging it, kissing him and fondling him. Soon, his hand was under her dress, - his middle finger deep inside her as her hips thrust up at it. We were at a party and she had an orgasm on the living room couch with several spectators in the room. I watched from the bar. As her orgasm subsided, they stood and went to the bedroom, upstairs. I felt awkward with so many people watching.

sucking another cock? This happened in our marital bed. He was a sexy coworker and was on his knees as my wife lay beside him sucking his cock. She motioned for me to come closer and kiss her after her BF finished completely in her mouth. As he laid back against the headboard, my wife rolled onto her back and invited me to fuck her. Her vagina took care of my erection in short order and we all rested for a few minutes - until my wife initiated foreplay with her BF again.

If you were not there at the very first time:

What feelings did you experience while you were waiting for news? And what feelings did you feel when your wife finally told you the details? Most times, I haven't been there when she had a new guy. The challenge was always the same: trying not to jack off while horny beyond belief. Couldn't ...... waiting for her to return. Then, practically ripping her clothes off her when she got home. I'd like to mention: my wife just loved how aggressive I was about fucking her when she got home. I just had to get my cock in her immediately and experience what another man had just experienced. As I did so, she revealed details about their fuck. She learned to talk about being pregnant with him and that always got me off.

Also very important, and this must be answered by both scenarios:

What did you feel after cum? And the day or days afterward? I was still hot, and disappointed that I'd cum already. Always went down on her immediately afterwards. That is addicting. Wanted it all the time. So did she.....
Thanks for your share
 
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First time I saw in person wow feelings of humility degradation humbling so much envy and inferiorness. They acted like I wasnā€™t even there. Total envy seeing her enjoy a circumcised cock. Jealous of seeing her pleased like never before. It was fun but so humiliating if you get
my point The fact it was like I wasnā€™t there was so belittling too.
 
Def a mixed bag of emotions. 1st time that as my wife likes to call it ā€œitā€ happennned was the culmination of a few months of flirting touching so a build up, a mission that excited her & I was taking the steps to put in position to finally happen

I kept making excuses to leave them alone on back deck & then in our basement game room, that we had a dosage bedroom off the side. Wifey didnā€™t want the added stress of me being right there with them entire time because she was afraid sheā€™d chicken out even though she wanted it. It was my buddy who was going thru a divorce. I kept the wine flowing

Iā€™d leave them alone for 10-15 mins than peak thru a window to back deck to see if anything was happening. My stomach was in knots, my ears beat faster, my dick was raging hard forever.

Noticed they moved closer to each other on couch on back deck but after joining them & disappearing over 60-90 mins nothing other than flirting & touching each other happenned

So I recommended we go to basement for game of pool. I added couple rules that if you scratched you had to show your tots or dick & if you lost remove item of clothing. After more wine & few games I ā€œdisappeared againā€ to check on kids & make sure they were still ......

Came to door to basement & looked down & saw my half naked wife straddling my buddy on couch deeply kissing him so gave them more alone time as I watched them from door to stairs. Wife got up grabbed his hand & led them to bspare bedroom. I gave it 4-5 mins & walked quietly down the stairs, most lights weee turned off & wife let the bedroom door cracked half open as I approached the door heard the all too familiar sounds of wife sucking a dick. I thought I was going to puke as I watched them but my cock was leaking cum the entire time

When I saw them finally fucking & buddy only last couple mins then pulled out and came all over her stomach & tits I snuck back upstairs

My cock was raging hard & I didnā€™t know how long Iā€™d have to wait for the wife or how she was going to feel about it

44 mins later she came into our room naked with a smile & asked me if I was ok. I said only if I can reclaim you. We fucked. Than fucked next morning & laid in bed for couple hours talking about it

Then fucked lie rabbits all week

I needed to make sure she was ok & she wanted t make sure I was ok

We got to the following weekend & she asked if I had spoken to my buddy & what he was up too. I knew then she was as all in
 
Every emotion I had ever felt, negative and positive rushed into my head, at the same time, it was so intense, as I gradually took control of them, surprisingly the negative ones disappeared as I took in the sight and watching the way she was responding was immensely satisfying, I came pretty quick and was hard again within minutes, a second erection was uncommon to say the leastšŸ‘šŸ˜Ž
 
First time I saw in person wow feelings of humility degradation humbling so much envy and inferiorness. They acted like I wasnā€™t even there. Total envy seeing her enjoy a circumcised cock. Jealous of seeing her pleased like never before. It was fun but so humiliating if you get
my point The fact it was like I wasnā€™t there was so belittling too.
Thanks for your share. Would you like explain it a little more? What did you do? What were the most humiliating moments and the hottest ones too? Anything they said?