I am an Asian woman in my 50s. I would like to share my experience. My husband and I used to share with each other our respective sexual exploits before marriage although I would not reveal to him my every sexual encounter. About 10 years into our marriage and after having 2 kids, my husband started to talk about how thrilling it would be for me to fuck another man while he watched. At first, I dismissed it as his sexual fantasies but eventually gave in to his coaxing and fucked a BBC business associate of his while he watched. That experience getting fucked by a BBC really unleashed the slutty self in me. I was always searching for the random opportunity to be fucked. I would either do it without my husband knowing or at times, allowed him to cuckold or do a threesome. I was curious about my husband's mindset, so one day I asked him what did he enjoy being a cuckold. He said it was the complex feeling of being thrilled to discover that he has a slutty wife, and that when he saw me moaning and screaming while being pounded by a cock or several cocks, the sense of jealousy, nervousness and excitement was indescribable.