We as a couple were very sexual and had talked endlessly about scenarios and fantasies for a long time before we acted on them. The first thing was her sharing some of her girlfriends with me as she watched. Then she encouraged me to "date" one of them who was in a sexually unfulfilling marriage and come home and let her taste her girlfriend on me, and tell her every detail as she "reclaimed me"...It was in those experiences I watched her emotions ride a roller coaster from jealousy, and lust to anger. Then one day after discussing her being with another man for quite a long time it finally happened. It was a stranger we met in a restaurant bar and things fell into place. I was very aroused and watched as she kissed him. sucked his cock, and then as his fat cock fucked her. I wasn't jealous. I felt like it was us being us and we were sharing something exciting as a couple, and our relationship was always our first priority. I remember taking her back after he left...our fucking was so incredibly passionate. We did this a number of times, always with strangers or acquaintances...Then she brought home a guy I did not feel comfortable with...I detected some dishonesty about how they met and what they had been doing. I was jealous and angry...I felt betrayed. This was the first time I was anxious or had feelings of extreme jealousy.