My Desire to be feminized…

When I first my my ex. I told her that I wanted to be dominated and feminized. Our second date I ended up tied to the motel bed wearing her bra and panties. That was the start.

Always panties, usually a bra. Eventually hormones. She preferred to play with my tits, not my dicklet...

Her in control. She made sure her family knew most of what went on here. Humiliation and ....... I loved it and begged for more.

Cuckold. She liked to see men use me. Occasionally she shared me with men.
 
When I first my my ex. I told her that I wanted to be dominated and feminized. Our second date I ended up tied to the motel bed wearing her bra and panties. That was the start.

Always panties, usually a bra. Eventually hormones. She preferred to play with my tits, not my dicklet...

Her in control. She made sure her family knew most of what went on here. Humiliation and ....... I loved it and begged for more.

Cuckold. She liked to see men use me. Occasionally she shared me with men.
What a perfect situation and lifestyle. Do any family members physically participate?
 
When I first my my ex. I told her that I wanted to be dominated and feminized. Our second date I ended up tied to the motel bed wearing her bra and panties. That was the start.

Always panties, usually a bra. Eventually hormones. She preferred to play with my tits, not my dicklet...

Her in control. She made sure her family knew most of what went on here. Humiliation and ....... I loved it and begged for more.

Cuckold. She liked to see men use me. Occasionally she shared me with men.
We should chat...
 
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The more I read on here the more I realize that the desire to be feminized is something many of us share. Everyday that passes me fantasy becomes obsession. I want someone to tell me to shave my self completely smooth, get dressed up in my wife’s sluttiest outfit and have a dominant bbc or bwc come use all my holes. I want to know how my wife feels when she has one of her buddies fuck her crazy! She goes completely submissive and is a good little slut for big cocks. I want to know what it feels like to suck and lick a hard dick until it blows a load down my throat or on my face. Wife told me one time she took a load on her face and was told to leave it dripping down her face while she was fucked . I want to know the sting of a smack on my ass while I am getting dicked down, feel hands holding on to my hips or neck while getting pounded out. I want to gag and ...... while getting my throat fucked. to feel that submissive helplessness and feel the pride of making someone cum inside me then feel that cum running out of me and dripping down my balls would be enough to get me all turned on for another round! I am not gay I do not like men I do not get turned on because it’s a man I love women but I am attracted to the act and feeling of being treated like a little slut by a huge cock. The feelings are so confusing but for real this fantasy it truly becoming an obsession that I am going to have to act on before to long. If anybody has any helpful feedback I would greatly appreciate some dms and any advice you awesome people have for me!
I don’t know if you travel for work but if you do and you’re nowhere near home, just go to a gay bar and meet a couple guys to take you home and fuck you like a little bitch. You’re really gonna enjoy it. Just submit to whatever they want and let them use you as a fuck.toy
 
For I few years I was regular sissy faggot toy for an older guy. Started out with short meets where I’d suck him off. Became more regular and I’d spend a few hours at his house while his wife was out. He made me dress in his wife’s clothes, bra panties stockings etc. Even bought a wig similar style & colour to hers. Would then fuck me all over the house. He sent me home in her panties full of cum.
Eventually he was inviting mates round to play with me too, or he’d drop me off at their house for them to fuck me (sometimes I’d already be dressed in wife’s gear and he’d take me to another house). A few times there were up to 4 guys all taking turns with me.

I’d often see the other guys locally around the town, and would occasionally arrange meets directly with them. I would also see his missus in the shops - often wearing clothes I’d been fucked while wearing.