Thanks for your reply. This exactly describes how I feel about other men. I wouldn’t want to meet men alone, have no interest in kissing or anal, but would love to suck a bull’s cock while my wife watches.
Anything to do with their cock or cum is a turn on for me. In my fantasies I like to: suck them to completion, clean their cock after sex with my wife, lick my wife’s breast clean after they’ve unloaded on her. I’d love to think this turned on my wife and would love to confess my desires but once I’ve said it there’s no going back and that scares me. What if she thinks I’m less of a man?