A shift towards being Bi Or just cuck lust

Any Husbands who can relate would love to chat and share experiences. Background - At first, I watched my wife getting fucked, that was my focused, he was just the cock fucking her. It was like watching porn, the guy was the performer but the center of my attention was the woman, her body, her tits, her cunt.
But over time my focus shifted to him, his body, his muscles, his cock and balls. I found I was watching him and my wife was just the vessel he was fucking.

I have sucked him several times and he has fucked me once. I wanted to do it.

So what does that mean? I still desire my wife. When he is not around we make love, we fuck. I want to fuck her. But I find I think of him naked, have masturbated thinking of his big cock. When he comes over to fuck my wife, I want to suck him, submit to him if he would want it.

I guess I am bisexual, but if I am honest with myself, I feel there is a stronger desire to be with him than my wife.

Is this normal? Is my sexual desire for him just a result of being in this cuckold relationship or am I more gay than straight? (I now find myself looking at guys, wondering what their cocks look like, what they would look like naked. Something I never consciously did before.)
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Until you go there, it is hard to imagine how enjoyable the feel of a cock in you mouth is and how tasting the product of your work to bring a man to orgasm can please and satisfy you.
What you wrote is perfect. That is what I think and say. Whenever I have a cock in my mouth, it feels so ggod - and because I like mushroom heads, I spend so muck time licking and sucking just on that.
 
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Until you go there, it is hard to imagine how enjoyable the feel of a cock in you mouth is and how tasting the product of your work to bring a man to orgasm can please and satisfy you.
Well put. The feel of how a cock goes from soft to hard in your mouth, the taste of the pre cum letting you know your reward is coming, hearing him grunt or moan with each orgasmic spasm he has as you feel each spurt of his cum land on your tongue. For me is is both submissive getting on my knees in front of another man and sucking him off and dominant because I am the one who makes his orgasm possible. Also I am completely sexually gratified when I do ths to another man.
 
Well put. The feel of how a cock goes from soft to hard in your mouth, the taste of the pre cum letting you know your reward is coming, hearing him grunt or moan with each orgasmic spasm he has as you feel each spurt of his cum land on your tongue. For me is is both submissive getting on my knees in front of another man and sucking him off and dominant because I am the one who makes his orgasm possible. Also I am completely sexually gratified when I do ths to another man.
It is funny that there are time I visit a friend and after I suck him I am satisfied and want to put my clothes on without cumming myself. He is often the same way. We haven't formaly set it up so only one sucks on each date, but It would be a good idea.
 
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Any Husbands who can relate would love to chat and share experiences. Background - At first, I watched my wife getting fucked, that was my focused, he was just the cock fucking her. It was like watching porn, the guy was the performer but the center of my attention was the woman, her body, her tits, her cunt.
But over time my focus shifted to him, his body, his muscles, his cock and balls. I found I was watching him and my wife was just the vessel he was fucking.

I have sucked him several times and he has fucked me once. I wanted to do it.

So what does that mean? I still desire my wife. When he is not around we make love, we fuck. I want to fuck her. But I find I think of him naked, have masturbated thinking of his big cock. When he comes over to fuck my wife, I want to suck him, submit to him if he would want it.

I guess I am bisexual, but if I am honest with myself, I feel there is a stronger desire to be with him than my wife.

Is this normal? Is my sexual desire for him just a result of being in this cuckold relationship or am I more gay than straight? (I now find myself looking at guys, wondering what their cocks look like, what they would look like naked. Something I never consciously did before.)
I’m not attracted to men at all but if my wife’s bull shoved his bbc down my throat I would suck it
 
Any Husbands who can relate would love to chat and share experiences. Background - At first, I watched my wife getting fucked, that was my focused, he was just the cock fucking her. It was like watching porn, the guy was the performer but the center of my attention was the woman, her body, her tits, her cunt.
But over time my focus shifted to him, his body, his muscles, his cock and balls. I found I was watching him and my wife was just the vessel he was fucking.

I have sucked him several times and he has fucked me once. I wanted to do it.

So what does that mean? I still desire my wife. When he is not around we make love, we fuck. I want to fuck her. But I find I think of him naked, have masturbated thinking of his big cock. When he comes over to fuck my wife, I want to suck him, submit to him if he would want it.

I guess I am bisexual, but if I am honest with myself, I feel there is a stronger desire to be with him than my wife.

Is this normal? Is my sexual desire for him just a result of being in this cuckold relationship or am I more gay than straight? (I now find myself looking at guys, wondering what their cocks look like, what they would look like naked. Something I never consciously did before.)
From my experience this is a very normal progression for a cuckold hubby.
 
I’m not attracted to men at all but if my wife’s bull shoved his bbc down my throat I would suck it
Yes. That is a normal feeling and will grow with time. Hope you soon find a bull that asks you to perform and show your wife how you suck cock and clean it up after she has enjoyed it.
 
Any Husbands who can relate would love to chat and share experiences. Background - At first, I watched my wife getting fucked, that was my focused, he was just the cock fucking her. It was like watching porn, the guy was the performer but the center of my attention was the woman, her body, her tits, her cunt.
But over time my focus shifted to him, his body, his muscles, his cock and balls. I found I was watching him and my wife was just the vessel he was fucking.

I have sucked him several times and he has fucked me once. I wanted to do it.

So what does that mean? I still desire my wife. When he is not around we make love, we fuck. I want to fuck her. But I find I think of him naked, have masturbated thinking of his big cock. When he comes over to fuck my wife, I want to suck him, submit to him if he would want it.

I guess I am bisexual, but if I am honest with myself, I feel there is a stronger desire to be with him than my wife.

Is this normal? Is my sexual desire for him just a result of being in this cuckold relationship or am I more gay than straight? (I now find myself looking at guys, wondering what their cocks look like, what they would look like naked. Something I never consciously did before.)
I’ve always been bi since my early teens when I was introduced to the delightful world of submissive sex with a group of older guys. Since then not only have I been bi but also extremely submissive sexually so that experience at a young age coloured my sexuality for the future.

Maybe your experiences have done the same? Either way if you enjoy you enjoy, embrace how you feel and enjoy yourself. 👍
 
Any Husbands who can relate would love to chat and share experiences. Background - At first, I watched my wife getting fucked, that was my focused, he was just the cock fucking her. It was like watching porn, the guy was the performer but the center of my attention was the woman, her body, her tits, her cunt.
But over time my focus shifted to him, his body, his muscles, his cock and balls. I found I was watching him and my wife was just the vessel he was fucking.

I have sucked him several times and he has fucked me once. I wanted to do it.

So what does that mean? I still desire my wife. When he is not around we make love, we fuck. I want to fuck her. But I find I think of him naked, have masturbated thinking of his big cock. When he comes over to fuck my wife, I want to suck him, submit to him if he would want it.

I guess I am bisexual, but if I am honest with myself, I feel there is a stronger desire to be with him than my wife.

Is this normal? Is my sexual desire for him just a result of being in this cuckold relationship or am I more gay than straight? (I now find myself looking at guys, wondering what their cocks look like, what they would look like naked. Something I never consciously did before.)
My husband is bi, and truthfully, when I watch. It turns me on so much
 
My wife asked to watch me blow another guy. And then she found the right guy from her work. And I did it. And I can remember putting a man's cock in my mouth for the first time - and I loved it. I couldn't get enough. And now, although I like to eat pussy and fuck, if I can hook up with a guy for just one on one, I get hard just thinking about it.
Same u want to chat
 
My wife asked to watch me blow another guy. And then she found the right guy from her work. And I did it. And I can remember putting a man's cock in my mouth for the first time - and I loved it. I couldn't get enough. And now, although I like to eat pussy and fuck, if I can hook up with a guy for just one on one, I get hard just thinking about it.
It really is amazing how good and right it feels as a man to suck a cock.