Any Husbands who can relate would love to chat and share experiences. Background - At first, I watched my wife getting fucked, that was my focused, he was just the cock fucking her. It was like watching porn, the guy was the performer but the center of my attention was the woman, her body, her tits, her cunt.
But over time my focus shifted to him, his body, his muscles, his cock and balls. I found I was watching him and my wife was just the vessel he was fucking.
I have sucked him several times and he has fucked me once. I wanted to do it.
So what does that mean? I still desire my wife. When he is not around we make love, we fuck. I want to fuck her. But I find I think of him naked, have masturbated thinking of his big cock. When he comes over to fuck my wife, I want to suck him, submit to him if he would want it.
I guess I am bisexual, but if I am honest with myself, I feel there is a stronger desire to be with him than my wife.
Is this normal? Is my sexual desire for him just a result of being in this cuckold relationship or am I more gay than straight? (I now find myself looking at guys, wondering what their cocks look like, what they would look like naked. Something I never consciously did before.)
I'm sorta like that , but I think and also told my wife it's more like I want the fun , or sex that she is getting.
I know when they are having sex those urges are linked to me wanting to be ' him ' in a sense , and how she is having fun with him makes me feel like I'm missing out on some fun I could also be having.
With us ,,, now ,,,, not like in the past, but Now I'm more inclined to want the same thing she enjoys, be it jet skiing, or fishing or her boyfriend, I know they really don't compare but making it simple in terms .
She has a boyfriend and they have fun and we are now a team in this lifestyle so she sucks him , and I do to , she swallows him and I do to she fucked him , But he is kinda not there yet so I'm ok waiting for that , but she wants me to enjoy that when he comes around, and till then I'll wait but not push it .
I am now always asked to join , before I was on the side as we didn't know the lifestyle, she has awakened another side of myself and I enjoy it , BUT it's only in the bedroom for me I'm not outside looking at men but only when her boyfriend is over .
I'm more into spending quality time with my wife and I genuinely Do enjoy the same things she does and likewise .
I have my types of other women and she has her likes n dislikes, she has asked me if she will be able to enjoy a female of my choosing if I bring one home but as of yet I'm not interested in a ffm situation,
But if so , I told her yes as long as it stays the same way as her boyfriend her and I , all 3 of us , I would have no issues with it .
You should try one of my / our favorites,,,
Have her take his load ( after vetted of course ) in her mouth and then fence kiss her non-stop till all his cum disappears.
We love doing this , especially since kissing is so intimate and she will have her boyfriends cum in her mouth while you guys are instantly kissing you both will share his cum and both will enjoy swallowing it , while keeping you "" straight"" .
We do this every time he is with us.