I should have offered him a blowjob.You're right, every little laugh and I was like they know and I feared people would surround me and expose me and who knows what. It never happened but it could have. One time I was in a used furniture store and bought a dresser.I was moving it out on a handcart by myself outside to my truck. A nice gentleman came up to me and said:"let me help you with that ma'am, you'll hurt yourself." I was so flattered. I let him take charge as I walked ahead to open the door. Well the bitch woman at the front counter who sold it to me shouted to the guy:"Don't help him, that's a guy dressed up like a woman." I was shocked. But that beautiful man either didn't hear her or just ignored her,didn't say a word and helped me load the dresser on my truck. I thanked him and got out of there.
One time I was out crossed in my hometown and walked up on this group of teen girls that were hanging at a corner variety store. At first I think I passed but then one of them outed me. But she said still that I looked good or cute or something like that. LSS we talked all about me and crossdressing and I couldn't believe how many ??? they had. It was really cool being there in front of those girls in my little leather skirt and frilly blouse and yet they knew I was a guy. They didn't tease me but had respect. They made me feel like one of the girls.Yes I have been out like that but usually it’s a run out in the car - driving with heels on is tricky as is most womens stuff to start lol .mostly to a quiet place if possible - I know exactly what you mean - everyone scared me and my wife was really on edge - everyone seemed to be screaming at me , I know what you really are . I think to be in other womens accepting company is and would be awesome especially On a night out . Once we got out a bit more she seemed to be ok but we never got around to anywhere busier which I totally understood - for me to be out from the confines of the house fully dressed was an amazing experience