JamesDawsom49
Male
The first time I was with a girl, I was about 19 at the time and she was 20. I was a virgin and she had fucked 2 guys in her life by then (they were in there late 20s). We only performed oral sex and used our hands.
Afterwards we went for a walk, and I asked her what she thought of my cock and she said it was nice and that she knows "I am still growing" . I thought that was a weird response.
I asked her later on how I compared, she strained her face and said I was bigger. We reached a stage were she wanted to get rid of all her old photos with her exes and she deleted them.
I went into her laptops recycling bin and saw her deleted pics, so many of them, in between them there were sexual pics of her and her two exes, they were big guys and definitely had a bigger cock than me. I was fucking upset but never brought it up. I never fucked her she only wanted me to eat her pussy and she came from that, she enjoyed that but I always felt cucked when she told me she wanted me to eat her pussy. Never interested in my cock.
Afterwards we went for a walk, and I asked her what she thought of my cock and she said it was nice and that she knows "I am still growing" . I thought that was a weird response.
I asked her later on how I compared, she strained her face and said I was bigger. We reached a stage were she wanted to get rid of all her old photos with her exes and she deleted them.
I went into her laptops recycling bin and saw her deleted pics, so many of them, in between them there were sexual pics of her and her two exes, they were big guys and definitely had a bigger cock than me. I was fucking upset but never brought it up. I never fucked her she only wanted me to eat her pussy and she came from that, she enjoyed that but I always felt cucked when she told me she wanted me to eat her pussy. Never interested in my cock.