I'm a cuckold sissy and a crossdressing transgender. My aim is to look, feel, and act as womanly as I can. My wife notices that when her bull is comming over that I dress extra feminine and spend extra time doing my makeup and hair. When I'm near a good looking masculine man it makes me feel more like a girl because of his presence. When I'm given the oppurtunity to suck him or take him anally I feel I'm at my most feminine state. I think when a man fucks a sissy or receives oral from her it bolsters his male ego or sense of manhood. It reinforces his identity as the real man. I've told straight guys before that when I give you head, that doesen't mean you are queer I'm the only sissy you are still a real man.They usually agree with me. My wifes bull loves to fuck me in front of her because he is showing her who the man is and she responds to it by getting hot for him. This is very effective when I fluff him in front of her just before they have sex. Problem is I don't want to stop short so he can enter her, want him to give me a mouth full of cum. Sometimes she has to pull me off him. He also enjoys whiping my ass with his belt in front of her, this shows that he is superior and it makes her horny for him. It's kind of like in the wild when deer are rutting and two males go at it clashing antlers. The doe looks on and watches and when the alpha male wins the battle the inferior beta male backs down and surrenders his chance to mate. The alpha then claims his doe and fucks her while the beta takes a submissive walk.