I think I fucked up. Wife owned

But I can't agree with this idea. Even if my wife fucks around a little bit, I'm always primary. She does that occasionally just for a little fun and to blow off stress. Anyways the husband should be number one in a wife's life, not some temporary lover. No matter how big the dick or how hard he fucks her lol
I understand. But this idea was my idea, and a kink that both she and I enjoyed during roleplay for many years. My other reply gives more insight.
 
I feel the same as you guys! It kills me that she will perhaps leave me alone without even a photo to assist my imagination!🤣😩😭 And she is fully aware that she is torturing me with this denial. I've been begging for decades!
Hide a camera when he's there fucking her 🙂 I've done that when Cathy's lover is here to make love to her. I love to masturbate while watching them in the throws of passion, hearing her tell him how much she loves him and listening to the sounds she makes as he's inside of her, sounds that she NEVER made with me. It's so fantastic!
 
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Hide a camera when he's there fucking her 🙂 I've done that when Cathy's lover is here to make love to her. I love to masturbate while watching them in the throws of passion, hearing her tell him how much she loves him and listening to the sounds she makes as he's inside of her, sounds that she NEVER made with me. It's so fantastic!
Love the idea, but cannot go against her wishes. She has forbidden me from doing anything like that, and it is part of her pleasure to deny me even photos. Thankfully I am still allowed to watch, as they continue at a crazy pace.
 
Now over three weeks into this, and they are not slowing down. This was the third weekend in a row that they spent time together; although this time I was given an opportunity to be a voyeur for some of their activities. He got her to agree to such, and in one instance he told me the location of where he would take her with his car and fuck her in the car for hours in a private spot. He left a window partially open so that I could hear her screams and moans of pleasure, and listen to their conversations. It was difficult to see much because it was dark, but I have seen so much of them already, so it wasn't difficult to imagine. It was almost ruined by rain, but I got lucky with the weather too. I also got to observe them in some 'normal' romantic outings, as they are not going out to dinner sometimes, and things like that... sort of flaunting her in public. More to come.
 
Now over three weeks into this, and they are not slowing down. This was the third weekend in a row that they spent time together; although this time I was given an opportunity to be a voyeur for some of their activities. He got her to agree to such, and in one instance he told me the location of where he would take her with his car and fuck her in the car for hours in a private spot. He left a window partially open so that I could hear her screams and moans of pleasure, and listen to their conversations. It was difficult to see much because it was dark, but I have seen so much of them already, so it wasn't difficult to imagine. It was almost ruined by rain, but I got lucky with the weather too. I also got to observe them in some 'normal' romantic outings, as they are not going out to dinner sometimes, and things like that... sort of flaunting her in public. More to come.
That's so wonderful!! Be prepared for when they admit to being very much in love. I never thought I would want that to happen when we first got into this lifestyle but when Cathy recently told me (about 9 months ago actually) how much she's in love with her man I was very happy for her and for him and she reconfirmed with me that I am ok with never being allowed to have Piv sex with her, which of course I was happy to say yes! Being in love makes for MUCH better sex. For now it's great to hear that he spends a lot of time inside of her married pussy and I look forward to hearing more! Congratulations
 

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As a Bull myself I am intrigued on your wife's Slut progress. I suspect in a bit more time he will have her nipples pierced as 2 points that connect to the third, her pussy. Since it's a Japanized female custom to always keep some hair above their pussy, If she isn't shaved, as a sign of "Ownership" he will order her to or you to keep her shaved or have her lasered. In time maybe a tattoo.

Enjoy the journey......
 
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That's so wonderful!! Be prepared for when they admit to being very much in love. I never thought I would want that to happen when we first got into this lifestyle but when Cathy recently told me (about 9 months ago actually) how much she's in love with her man I was very happy for her and for him and she reconfirmed with me that I am ok with never being allowed to have Piv sex with her, which of course I was happy to say yes! Being in love makes for MUCH better sex. For now it's great to hear that he spends a lot of time inside of her married pussy and I look forward to hearing more! Congratulations
Thanks. Yea, it sure looks like love to me. The age gap has not been the barrier that I thought it would. My wife still has the body of a teenager, and she certainly doesn't look twenty years older than him. They are starting to do more 'couple' things together, and he is still keeping her filled with his cum nearly every day. He also told me that he broke up with his girlfriend during that first week of being with my wife, so that is another barrier gone. I wasn't expecting this, but I'm not complaining, as it's far more intoxicating than I imagined. Their sex is very orgasmic for both of them, but also very emotional, and my wife is always hysterical crying at some point during their lovemaking, and sometimes when alone with me. She is still in shock, and still walking around like a zombie half the time. It's a beautiful thing.
 

Mintjp


As a Bull myself I am intrigued on your wife's Slut progress. I suspect in a bit more time he will have her nipples pierced as 2 points that connect to the third, her pussy. Since it's a Japanized female custom to always keep some hair above their pussy, If she isn't shaved, as a sign on "Ownership" he will order her to or you to keep her shaved or have her lasered. In time maybe a tattoo.

Enjoy the journey......
I like the sound of that, but I think this is headed towards devoted ownership rather than the making of a slut. I would love it if he could make her a slut, but I just don't think either of them are into that idea. Her tiny nipples are so super sensitive that I don't think piercing would be possible for her, and I love her body exactly as is. She might go for the laser treatment; although she has very little hair between her legs, so it is quite clean and bare as it is. Neither of us like tattoos, but I definitely love that idea of getting one as a tag of ownership. She is keeping the color on now, and that is definitely an exciting new dimension.
 
I like the sound of that, but I think this is headed towards devoted ownership rather than the making of a slut. I would love it if he could make her a slut, but I just don't think either of them are into that idea. Her tiny nipples are so super sensitive that I don't think piercing would be possible for her, and I love her body exactly as is. She might go for the laser treatment; although she has very little hair between her legs, so it is quite clean and bare as it is. Neither of us like tattoos, but I definitely love that idea of getting one as a tag of ownership. She is keeping the color on now, and that is definitely an exciting new dimension.
It just occurred to me to ask, does the Bull know about you posting here?
 
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I like the sound of that, but I think this is headed towards devoted ownership rather than the making of a slut. I would love it if he could make her a slut, but I just don't think either of them are into that idea.
I've learned you can think of ideas like seeds. Plant them, occasionally water them, then just be patient and caring and let time do it's thing. All of my ideas were a 100% no from wife at first, And it took years..... but eventually.......well, 100% completion rate (as gamers would say)

So don't be too cynical. But super huge congratulations to you on achieving your recent success. This has been a very interesting story to play catch up on.and it's very good of you to share.

Thanks!
 
ah I fucked up bad. I just shared this story privately with someone. But looking for more support.

I finally convinced my wife to try to be with someone else last night. I found a guy 21yrs younger than her because I thought that was safe. She is very pure and innocent and told me it would be impossible to do such a crazy fantasy (I wanted her to experience another guy).

I helped her get a little ...... and he came to our house so she could feel safe. I begged her to try just one time. Just a little bit. She was very hesitant, but he was very patient, and the alcohol helped. She lost control of her body as soon as we started. We both put our hands on her and undressed her, and she couldn't resist. I then quickly backed away to watch. Once it started, everything happened so quick.

He broke her. Mind and body.

He made her cum like crazy. She was screaming and crying for hours. She was apologizing to me, but she couldn't stop. I coudn't do anything because I was too excited. She was so sexy. Her tiny body was shaking so much. She is just 150cm and 39kg, and very tiny everywhere.

After a while, he was making her talk... made her beg for him to cum inside her! I think she ...... when he did. He said he was about 18cm... that is the biggest she ever had. I could see it was thicker and longer than mine. Her pussy was holding it so tight... looked like he was going to pull her pussy out of her body because it wouldn't let go.

Her pussy looked so sexy. He made her cum as soon as he entered her. Her pussy loved it too much. She didn't cum from intercourse before, but she kept cumming many times with him. I couldn't count. I never saw her cum like that. I can make her cum a lot by touching and kissing her nipples and pussy, but never from fucking. She loves to feel it inside her, but doesn't cum unless I touch her nipples too. This was different. And he came inside her 3 times! So much cum.

She cried and held him when he was pumping his cum inside her. It was incredible.

Now my head is fucked up because he took her to his place. She could hardly walk when they left, and she was still very emotional. She couldn't talk. Just nodded her head. He asked her if he wanted to go home with him while he was fucking her. He made her say yes, and then came in her the 3rd time. He fucked up her head and pussy. They left about 30 minutes later. He only lives about 40 minutes from us. I was stupid to try with a local guy. We also agreed no kissing, but after he came inside her the first time, they were kissing deeply... it was too much. I couldn't say anything because it was too exciting for me. My head is fucked up.

That was all several hours ago. He since texted me not to worry. And my excitement has overcome my fear. I love the idea of her getting owned. I just don't want her to divorce me. I got nervous because it looked like she was owning him too. Then I thought maybe there was still a chance she could get pregnant... and he made her beg for him for his baby.

Maybe this is the start of my dream life... or my nightmare?
I'm waiting to hear from him and her. He stayed overnight with us, and then took her home... I didn't imagine that.
I’m a little late to this but she gave you what you wanted and loved it. What you missed was setting clear boundaries. Don’t beat yourself up over it, it is a common mistake for first-timers. Once she comes down from the high, set the boundaries that make you the most comfortable and makes her feel the safest. You can always adjust later. The key is clear and open communication. Make sure she knows how much you love her and that this is a new phase of your marriage.
 
It just occurred to me to ask, does the Bull know about you posting here?
Noooo, and neither does my wife. I initially found this site as a sort of therapy, and it is still serving that need, while also adding even more pleasure by allowing me to share. I convinced myself that as long as I'm totally protecting their privacy, I'm not violating their trust. He's not someone that viewed himself as a bull, so I didn't find him here or on sites like this.
 
Noooo, and neither does my wife. I initially found this site as a sort of therapy, and it is still serving that need, while also adding even more pleasure by allowing me to share. I convinced myself that as long as I'm totally protecting their privacy, I'm not violating their trust. He's not someone that viewed himself as a bull, so I didn't find him here or on sites like this.
I think I'm probably past the risk of crossing my boundaries, and more at the risk of seeing how deep my kink will allow this to go. Worst case scenario - she has his baby and divorces me to marry this guy that is twenty years younger than her. But even that scenario still excites me beyond reason. Things that would ruin it for me - if they wanted me to have any contact with him or his cum, or wanted to physically dominate or restrict me in any way. Thankfully none of that seems of interest to any of us. I absolutely love the psychological and emotional domination. It's interesting how we all have these very fine lines and details of our particular passions, kinks, etc., and the smallest thing can shut us down or ignite us on fire. I spent many years communicating with many guys to try to arrange this setup, and always failed to even make contact until now. I can't believe how perfect it all is right now. I guess doom can appear at any moment, but the direction looks good so far. I'm absolutely in utter worship of my wife, as she continuously crushes my soul with her words and actions. The skill with which she is driving barbed daggers into my heart is something to marvel at. I physically cringe from the emotional pain, and somehow find immense pleasure in it.
 
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ah I fucked up bad. I just shared this story privately with someone. But looking for more support.

I finally convinced my wife to try to be with someone else last night. I found a guy 21yrs younger than her because I thought that was safe. She is very pure and innocent and told me it would be impossible to do such a crazy fantasy (I wanted her to experience another guy).

I helped her get a little ...... and he came to our house so she could feel safe. I begged her to try just one time. Just a little bit. She was very hesitant, but he was very patient, and the alcohol helped. She lost control of her body as soon as we started. We both put our hands on her and undressed her, and she couldn't resist. I then quickly backed away to watch. Once it started, everything happened so quick.

He broke her. Mind and body.

He made her cum like crazy. She was screaming and crying for hours. She was apologizing to me, but she couldn't stop. I coudn't do anything because I was too excited. She was so sexy. Her tiny body was shaking so much. She is just 150cm and 39kg, and very tiny everywhere.

After a while, he was making her talk... made her beg for him to cum inside her! I think she ...... when he did. He said he was about 18cm... that is the biggest she ever had. I could see it was thicker and longer than mine. Her pussy was holding it so tight... looked like he was going to pull her pussy out of her body because it wouldn't let go.

Her pussy looked so sexy. He made her cum as soon as he entered her. Her pussy loved it too much. She didn't cum from intercourse before, but she kept cumming many times with him. I couldn't count. I never saw her cum like that. I can make her cum a lot by touching and kissing her nipples and pussy, but never from fucking. She loves to feel it inside her, but doesn't cum unless I touch her nipples too. This was different. And he came inside her 3 times! So much cum.

She cried and held him when he was pumping his cum inside her. It was incredible.

Now my head is fucked up because he took her to his place. She could hardly walk when they left, and she was still very emotional. She couldn't talk. Just nodded her head. He asked her if he wanted to go home with him while he was fucking her. He made her say yes, and then came in her the 3rd time. He fucked up her head and pussy. They left about 30 minutes later. He only lives about 40 minutes from us. I was stupid to try with a local guy. We also agreed no kissing, but after he came inside her the first time, they were kissing deeply... it was too much. I couldn't say anything because it was too exciting for me. My head is fucked up.

That was all several hours ago. He since texted me not to worry. And my excitement has overcome my fear. I love the idea of her getting owned. I just don't want her to divorce me. I got nervous because it looked like she was owning him too. Then I thought maybe there was still a chance she could get pregnant... and he made her beg for him for his baby.

Maybe this is the start of my dream life... or my nightmare?
I'm waiting to hear from him and her. He stayed overnight with us, and then took her home... I didn't imagine that.
the only way it would happen for us i have to be there
 
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I think I'm probably past the risk of crossing my boundaries, and more at the risk of seeing how deep my kink will allow this to go. Worst case scenario - she has his baby and divorces me to marry this guy that is twenty years younger than her. But even that scenario still excites me beyond reason. Things that would ruin it for me - if they wanted me to have any contact with him or his cum, or wanted to physically dominate or restrict me in any way. Thankfully none of that seems of interest to any of us. I absolutely love the psychological and emotional domination. It's interesting how we all have these very fine lines and details of our particular passions, kinks, etc., and the smallest thing can shut us down or ignite us on fire. I spent many years communicating with many guys to try to arrange this setup, and always failed to even make contact until now. I can't believe how perfect it all is right now. I guess doom can appear at any moment, but the direction looks good so far. I'm absolutely in utter worship of my wife, as she continuously crushes my soul with her words and actions. The skill with which she is driving barbed daggers into my heart is something to marvel at. I physically cringe from the emotional pain, and somehow find immense pleasure in it.
If she is falling in love with him then she won't want to be with any other man/men, she'll want to see him more and more, cuddle with him and make love like she never has. Most of us cuckolds hope and wish for this to happen but is this something you would like to happen for her? He could end up her one and only "mate", possibly want to cut you off. This has happened with me and Cathy and I'm a very happy cuckold. I watch them together like they are the married couple and I'm the single friend sitting at home while they are away for weekends or trips to Hawaii and more. I know that she will never want to leave me and we've become even closer than we were before I became a cuckold, we just don't "make love". I can't remember what it feels like to be inside of her but truthfully, I don't mind that at all because the compersion I feel for them makes me very happy. Maybe this could be in the near future for you?
 
If she is falling in love with him then she won't want to be with any other man/men, she'll want to see him more and more, cuddle with him and make love like she never has. Most of us cuckolds hope and wish for this to happen but is this something you would like to happen for her? He could end up her one and only "mate", possibly want to cut you off. This has happened with me and Cathy and I'm a very happy cuckold. I watch them together like they are the married couple and I'm the single friend sitting at home while they are away for weekends or trips to Hawaii and more. I know that she will never want to leave me and we've become even closer than we were before I became a cuckold, we just don't "make love". I can't remember what it feels like to be inside of her but truthfully, I don't mind that at all because the compersion I feel for them makes me very happy. Maybe this could be in the near future for you?
Yea that sounds like the ultimate dream scenario. Congrats on that! The one idea that I do struggle with is my physical addiction to her - her taste, smell, feel of her skin... I put her to ...... and woke her up almost every night with orgasms from oral sex, as I just cannot keep my hands and mouth off of her, which of course makes this denial so powerful. Now she is totally satiated by him, and wants only him, so I look at her and drool and beg and remain denied. It does look like we are headed in that same direction, and I would love it. I absolutely do love watching her. There is a very powerful SM dynamic between she and I that is adding to the situation, and I think we both underestimated that. It is interesting how we can get closer while being ripped apart ;-)
 
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Dude, I must suggest that someone with some writing skills should take this thread and make it in to an erotic story.

Also would love to see more of her pictures she seems really hot from the two posted earlier.
 
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Dude, I must suggest that someone with some writing skills should take this thread and make it in to an erotic story.

Also would love to see more of her pictures she seems really hot from the two posted earlier.
Yea I would love to turn this into a novel. Seems like I'm going to have a lot more content coming! If he ever gets her to a point where photos are allowed, I will be eager to share them!