before our marriage, some 30 years ago, we had fantastic sex, even though I found out she still fucked her ex bf from time to time. Asking her why she said he was much bigger. She went away because she said he was a looser and a bad guy but she still missed his cock or what his cock made her feel. Already married she fucked her painting teacher, 30years older, for the same reason and that was our lifestyle initial point.