This is a wonderful story. Embrace it while you can and get pleasure from being pleased. I had the same thing. I went to a sauna and was naked with other guys. Guys sat next to me and I could feel them pressing their naked flesh. Old fat guys came near me with hard cocks. The next thing they were touching me all over and I was scared to stop them. One started sucking me and I got hard and they could all see. The next thing one laid right on top of me and pushed his tongue in right in my mouth and his hard cock between my legs. I was scared but couldn't stop but my cock was rock hard. A guy then came close to my face and pushed his hard cock in my mouth and ejaculated down my throat. I came myself then as a guy sucked me. I left the sauna feeling disgusting but now I can't help going back and getting abused again and again. I am addicted to it. I love it so much now xx