These two weird small ugly women Jodi and Patty took advantage of me, they had sex with me multiple times, but it was all my fault. These small skinny older women didn't physically hurt me. They just took advantage of my submissive side. Why do i feel angry towards Jodi and Patty. I've been tearing myself apart looking for things that are wrong with me. I feel tired and angry with all of these. I resent Jodi and Patty. I sometimes hate the fact that they had sex with me multiple times. I never said no, I didn’t even cry or fight, I just allowed Jodi and Patty to do what they wanted and even followed Jodi into this room when she asked me to. If I had just said no, they probably have stopped. It eats me up inside knowing that i’m a coward and all my problems stem from myself. I know I wasn't raped, and I would never claim I was. I don't want to offend those who have actually been victims of it. But I can't help to feel like I was somehow raped in a sense. I know I wasn't, but inside I feel like it. My first time having lesbian sex traumatized me and I can't let it go.I would love my wife to fuck other men and women. She has free reign to exactly as she wants.
Thank You, the story is fabulous so far!! I cant wait to read the rest!! You have me intrigued!!The weirdo small Native American woman Patty who wanted to touch my breasts walked up to me and started talking while she stood very close to me. At first, i was friendly to Patty, hoping to keep a nice safe distance from her. Gradually, Patty got closer to me and suddendly i began to feel her body rubbing against me. At first i tried to ignore the contact, until i felt a hand on my ass. There was no mistake about this contact, the small creepy Menominee Patty had her right hand on my ass. I immediately started to move away, but then i felt her both hands on my sides, very close to my breasts. I reacted by moving away from her. About 5 minutes later it was time to leave, Menominee Patty hugged me clumsily, she pressed her face on my breasts(her face is exactly the level of my breasts) and she took advantage and gave my ass cheeks a generous squeeze.
I pushed her hands away and told her to behave. She apologized but I could see she was excited to have had the chance to cop a feel.
So all the women left. Then i walked over to the coat hanger,i put my long black fur coat over my shoulders, and i walked over to the chairperson Jodi and asked her " Would it be a big deal if you sign all my papers. I know it's wrong but it will make me look favorable. I don't want to speak badly about it because I know it helps a lot of people out but I am not a social person, I don't believe in AA ,I don't believe that going to meetings and doing the steps will help me. I don't have an issue with drinking."
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"No way Stella. You will attend all 20 meetings if you want me to sign your attendance sheets. That Is an official court thing, I wouldn't risk it. You are asking me to commit a Felony. What is wrong with you? "the Chairperson Jodi replied angrily. She signed my attendance sheet for that meeting. I put it back in my purse. Then the chairperson Jodi surprised me with a hug goodbye and a kiss on the cheek. How European I thought as I felt my breasts push against her face.
The small pale chairperson held out a hand to me, I took her hand, and let her lead me out to the parking lot. .
The chairperson just linked her right arm in mine while we walked , and it was so uncomfortable. She said " Ever since I was little, I’ve always known from the instance I meet someone whether or not they are inherently a good person or a bad person. Because of this I do indeed believe that everyone is either good or bad and there is no in between. I firmly believe that if a bad person tries to be good, it will only last for so long. I think people are born either good or bad, and because of society those born “bad” try to be good, but their true side reveals itself eventually. Stella you are a good woman,but you are full with this negative energy. I will heal you. I will remove this energy from your body"
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Than I pulled my arm out of her arm and said " I really need to go home. I am so tired." This small pale chairperson woman Jodi tapped my upper breasts with her both hands and said" Ok Stella. Drive safely" and walked back to the bed and breakfast. I started walking fast to get into my car. I open it, and got in. The chairperson Jodi was standing on the porch waving. I waved her off and then rushed away. Afterwards when i got home I started breathing hard, my legs got weak, and my heart started to race really fast.
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Aww, I'm so sorry!! Dont hate yourself or those small skinny ugly woman!! I know that You are Beautiful inside as well as outside even though I never saw You!! You are a keeper!!These two weird small ugly women Jodi and Patty took advantage of me, they had sex with me multiple times, but it was all my fault. These small skinny older women didn't physically hurt me. They just took advantage of my submissive side. Why do i feel angry towards Jodi and Patty. I've been tearing myself apart looking for things that are wrong with me. I feel tired and angry with all of these. I resent Jodi and Patty. I sometimes hate the fact that they had sex with me multiple times. I never said no, I didn’t even cry or fight, I just allowed Jodi and Patty to do what they wanted and even followed Jodi into this room when she asked me to. If I had just said no, they probably have stopped. It eats me up inside knowing that i’m a coward and all my problems stem from myself. I know I wasn't raped, and I would never claim I was. I don't want to offend those who have actually been victims of it. But I can't help to feel like I was somehow raped in a sense. I know I wasn't, but inside I feel like it. My first time having lesbian sex traumatized me and I can't let it go.
I was mentally trapped by these weird small skinny older predatory women. I was forced to tolerate alot of stuff. Do you know what that's like to have to endure crap because there is no other choice. I chose to compromise with them instead of confrontation. I can't stop blaming myself for getting fucked by these lesbian ugly midgets. I can't forgive myself for it.Hi, it is Steve again!! Try not to beat Yourself up over an experience You enjoyed!! Yes they did take advantage of You, no different than when a man plays all his cards just to ...... with a woman! Remember You enjoyed Yourself!! Dont Regret the moment or feel guilty!! You felt safer with these woman!! Feel your husband out before you tell him!! You dont want your life to change drastically, right!! Bring up the subject inadvertently and see his reaction before going further!! If you know what I mean!! You are a Smart Woman, you'll figure it out!! Have fun and where can I find the rest of Your story?? I'd love to read it!! It was well written and Hot!! Haaaha
No, not angry at all. I encourage it. Isn't that what this site is about 🤔How would you feel if your wife cheated on you with another woman? Would you be equally angry as if it were with a man?
You are Awesome!! I know it's time consuming, just take your time!! I can't wait to read it!! Let me know when You Post it!! And no need to beat yourself up.. We've all had those beauty is a light switch away moments!! Haa!! Thanks for the reply!! You are the Best!!I was mentally trapped by these weird small skinny older predatory women. I was forced to tolerate alot of stuff. Do you know what that's like to have to endure crap because there is no other choice. I chose to compromise with them instead of confrontation. I can't stop blaming myself for getting fucked by these lesbian ugly midgets. I can't forgive myself for it.
I will finish my story. I want to write down in details everything that happened. That kind of writing is time consuming. I am too busy. But i will finish my story. I promise.
Three days later chairperson Jodi called me 16: 00 pm. I was at my store. She told me that she decided to sign all my attendance sheets. I desperately wanted her to sign my attendance sheets, so i got in my car and i rushed there at the bed and breakfast. I got out of the car. I was wearing my long black fur coat over my shoulders, , a red long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black satin pencil skirt, sheer lace hold up nylon stockings and 5 inch heels red shoes. I had full make up on. I entered in the living room. To my surprise there were 8 women in their 40s and 50s mingling in the living room. I noticed that all 8 women were small, skinny, kinda masculine and weird looking. One chubby red haired woman in her mid 40s was sitting in the kitchen. My entrance was an immediately sensation, noted by everybody. Then i saw the small pale chairperson Jodi. She was sitting on the sofa in the living room.You are Awesome!! I know it's time consuming, just take your time!! I can't wait to read it!! Let me know when You Post it!! And no need to beat yourself up.. We've all had those beauty is a light switch away moments!! Haa!! Thanks for the reply!! You are the Best!!