there is something in sub... my choices being removed. For me it's just the fact that these old small weird gropers at the AA meetings took control of me, they did whatever they wanted to me . To let go even of my own will... It was mind altering. I am physically stronger than these two weird women. Standing next to me they look like midgets but they are not intimidated by me. Why?I can't wait to read it.
But why? I am a straight woman. I have never been attracted to a woman sexually. I am STRICTLY hetero. I've never had any desire to do anything sexual with a female. Also these women groper are ugly, creepy and repulsive to me. Is this normal or am i horrible?? I think i'm a a slut. I'm 100% percent straight. I'm not attracted to this ugly short skinny women or anything.To my surprise, I have found I like to be dominated by these creepy repulsive weirdo women. They fucked me! What is wrong with me? My mind hasn't been able to think straight in months. So do you think that i activated my lesbian part. But I know that this doesn't mean that I'm gay as such, because I've had sex with men and I like men! I'm so worried that this isn't normal!I can't wait to read it.
Its the relief from responsibility, knowing that someone else is in complete control for even a short time. If you have never experienced that, than it can be overwhelming. It doesn't mean that you are all of a sudden lesbian, or even bisexual. It means you have a submissive side that they were able to tap into.there is something in sub... my choices being removed. For me it's just the fact that these old small weird gropers at the AA meetings took control of me, they did whatever they wanted to me . To let go even of my own will... It was mind altering. I am physically stronger than these two weird women. Standing next to me they look like midgets but they are not intimidated by me. Why?
There is a possibility that because these women were smaller than you, and you felt that you could have stopped them, that you were actually able to let go and submit because in a way you felt safe. That knowing on some level you could have made them stop, allowed you to give in and explore something new and exciting. Whereas with the men in your life, it would have been difficult to let go in the same way. If that makes sense.But why? I am a straight woman. I have never been attracted to a woman sexually. I am STRICTLY hetero. I've never had any desire to do anything sexual with a female. Also these women groper are ugly, creepy and repulsive to me. Is this normal or am i horrible?? I think i'm a a slut. I'm 100% percent straight. I'm not attracted to this ugly short skinny women or anything.To my surprise, I have found I like to be dominated by these creepy repulsive weirdo women. They fucked me! What is wrong with me? My mind hasn't been able to think straight in months. So do you think that i activated my lesbian part. But I know that this doesn't mean that I'm gay as such, because I've had sex with men and I like men! I'm so worried that this isn't normal!
You really get to the bottom of things. That is exactly what my therapist says. These handsy creepy short ugly women are not physically threatening to me at all, and the chances that they can actually ...... me are virtually nil. I find these two women gropers ugly and repulsive. They both look like a short skinny ugly effeminate men. But they used me. They took advantage of my submissive side. My therapist says that it subconsciously turned me on that these ugly short skinny women who are basically everything i am not were publicly groping me and rubbing me while i just sat/stood there stiff as a board. Also they are physically completely harmless. These two gropers are creepy,repulsive and masculine, but they are just a tiny short skinny women in their 50s.There is a possibility that because these women were smaller than you, and you felt that you could have stopped them, that you were actually able to let go and submit because in a way you felt safe. That knowing on some level you could have made them stop, allowed you to give in and explore something new and exciting. Whereas with the men in your life, it would have been difficult to let go in the same way. If that makes sense.
I have never been groped by a strange man. Probably because of my bitch resting face. When I have a blank expression people assume that I'm in a bad mood. I mean yeah, I do get pissed off sometimes, but not always. I could just sitting here minding my own business and feel just fine and then someone would ask if I'm alright or if something is wrong. Like, bitch I was fine until you bothered me. People ask what's wrong, but I'm just bored or not smiling. But these two weird, ugly, creepy, midget women were so confident. they almost immediately just placed their hands on me. They were practically controlling me. Maybe that is why i was so submissive to them. Maybe i secretly like being publicly humiliated.I have never had a man even ask to touch me, let alone do it without permission. I haven't been touched by strange men in a creepy way. I have large boobs and big butt, and some men like to tell me about them. Men talk about them a lot, but no man ever dares to touch them. If he did I would tell him to fuck off. If he did I would scream. If he did I might even report it. I've been told to my face that “at first I thought you were a bitch but you're actually really nice.” More than once. I'm a naturally quiet person, the speak-when-spoken-to type, and I know that it may come off as rude. I’m deemed less approachable, which is a blessing and a curse. Sometimes I do look extra mean on purpose depending on the circumstances (like walking past a large group of people, I get intimidated). I'm actually really nice, accepting, helpful and kindThere is a possibility that because these women were smaller than you, and you felt that you could have stopped them, that you were actually able to let go and submit because in a way you felt safe. That knowing on some level you could have made them stop, allowed you to give in and explore something new and exciting. Whereas with the men in your life, it would have been difficult to let go in the same way. If that makes sense.
I will say, there is a lot more risk for a man to touch or grope a woman whether she knows him or not. Most men will not take that chance. And there is a possibility that in the right circumstances and the right person, you could have a similar experience with a man.I have never been groped by a strange man. Probably because of my bitch resting face. When I have a blank expression people assume that I'm in a bad mood. I mean yeah, I do get pissed off sometimes, but not always. I could just sitting here minding my own business and feel just fine and then someone would ask if I'm alright or if something is wrong. Like, bitch I was fine until you bothered me. People ask what's wrong, but I'm just bored or not smiling. But these two weird, ugly, creepy, midget women were so confident. they almost immediately just placed their hands on me. They were practically controlling me. Maybe that is why i was so submissive to them. Maybe i secretly like being publicly humiliated.I have never had a man even ask to touch me, let alone do it without permission. I haven't been touched by strange men in a creepy way. I have large boobs and big butt, and some men like to tell me about them. Men talk about them a lot, but no man ever dares to touch them. If he did I would tell him to fuck off. If he did I would scream. If he did I might even report it. I've been told to my face that “at first I thought you were a bitch but you're actually really nice.” More than once. I'm a naturally quiet person, the speak-when-spoken-to type, and I know that it may come off as rude. I’m deemed less approachable, which is a blessing and a curse. Sometimes I do look extra mean on purpose depending on the circumstances (like walking past a large group of people, I get intimidated). I'm actually really nice, accepting, helpful and kind
Thank you for your response.I admit that if a handsome attractive man starts groping me, rubbing me, pressing his cock against my butt, i will get aroused. And i don't want to cheat on my husband. You are totally right. I think most women gropers don't see what they're doing in those situations as harassment or sexual assault. This might be part of it, but I think another aspect (at least in terms of taking sexual harassment seriously) is based on the archaic ideas that women are not capable of violence, don't seek out sex, and so on. I feel this is why women are not treated as offenders as readily as men. When we women complain about other women sexually harassing us, it is seen as laughable, so we learn to just ignore it or brush it off if we don’t like it.I will say, there is a lot more risk for a man to touch or grope a woman whether she knows him or not. Most men will not take that chance. And there is a possibility that in the right circumstances and the right person, you could have a similar experience with a man.
Great story. I have had similar with guys dominating me like that and it was wonderful. I have been wanking reading it xHave you read my story? To my surprise, I have found I like to be dominated by these creepy repulsive weirdo small older women. I am not bi. My therapist says that i am heteroflexible. Honestly i would scream my head off if a man did it but I couldn’t verbalize a succinct “NO” to these short skinny creepy older women. I have never had a man even ask to touch me, let alone do it without permission. I haven't been touched by strange men in a creepy way. I have large boobs and big butt, and some men like to tell me about them. Men talk about them a lot, but no man ever dares to touch them. If he did I would tell him to fuck off. If he did I would scream. If he did I might even report it.
Much more happened. I will write down everything in details. I will finish my story.Great story. I have had similar with guys dominating me like that and it was wonderful. I have been wanking reading it x
Oh yes, I love it xMuch more happened. I will write down everything in details. I will finish my story.
I am looking forward to the rest of your story.Much more happened. I will write down everything in details. I will finish my story.
Third AA meeting.I am looking forward to the rest of your story.