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I was from a young age a admire of girls&woman who were not concervative,a bit more daring,showing some cleavage etc but it could be also nice makeup ,or her shoes(high heels),and when i had my first experiences with girls,i soon found out when they gave on my request to put a miniskirt on(or no underwear for school),high heels,or flirting with older men etc i would do anything they wanted,so it was clear i had some kinky fav from a young age,i was first submissive&obedient and automaticaly it resulted in wearing lingerie etc by myself,feminized by my wife started realy quick iin our relationship,after2a3 YRS,so to keep it short when wife was going to wear something sexy in public,i had to for example clean the house in maidoutfit&nylons&heels or putting wife knickers and hold ups on under my pants when going to work,it was a learning procedure,sometimes you found something you liked,maybe spanking etc and next time you found something you never wanted to do,like hard sm(pain,blood)
 
I was from a young age a admire of girls&woman who were not concervative,a bit more daring,showing some cleavage etc but it could be also nice makeup ,or her shoes(high heels),and when i had my first experiences with girls,i soon found out when they gave on my request to put a miniskirt on(or no underwear for school),high heels,or flirting with older men etc i would do anything they wanted,so it was clear i had some kinky fav from a young age,i was first submissive&obedient and automaticaly it resulted in wearing lingerie etc by myself,feminized by my wife started realy quick iin our relationship,after2a3 YRS,so to keep it short when wife was going to wear something sexy in public,i had to for example clean the house in maidoutfit&nylons&heels or putting wife knickers and hold ups on under my pants when going to work,it was a learning procedure,sometimes you found something you liked,maybe spanking etc and next time you found something you never wanted to do,like hard sm(pain,blood)
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When you dress appropriately everything else falls into place. My wife and her bull don't want me to be dressing like a man when I not a man in the relationship. For me to suggest that I'm a guy like him could be offensive.
As I said previously I’m a straight cross dresser and my wife knew about my ‘ other hobby ‘ . However as time has passed she has said she doesn’t view me as a real man - quote she wants a man to be a man all of the time not part time - while I see her point I’ve never ever forced it on her or anything similar - everything has been with her approval and I would say the ratio of dressing is about 95% guy - other en femme - . I still wear panties every day and really that’s enough for me - I thought maybe with her saying I’m not a real man she had ideas to fuck but so far - nothing and hardly any sex either so maybe I’d be as well reversing the dressing / guy ratio . My wife is a tomboy type of person but increasingly combative towards me so maybe she has someone on the side and just trying to frustrate / ******** me off -
 
As I said previously I’m a straight cross dresser and my wife knew about my ‘ other hobby ‘ . However as time has passed she has said she doesn’t view me as a real man - quote she wants a man to be a man all of the time not part time - while I see her point I’ve never ever forced it on her or anything similar - everything has been with her approval and I would say the ratio of dressing is about 95% guy - other en femme - . I still wear panties every day and really that’s enough for me - I thought maybe with her saying I’m not a real man she had ideas to fuck but so far - nothing and hardly any sex either so maybe I’d be as well reversing the dressing / guy ratio . My wife is a tomboy type of person but increasingly combative towards me so maybe she has someone on the side and just trying to frustrate / ******** me off -
Thats quite puzzling. She claims to want a man to be a man all the time but at the same time she only want's sex part of the time after you make the sacrifice to give up a lot of your crossdressing that you are so fond of. If she is a tomboy maybe it's another woman she want's. Did you ever sit down with her and have a good heart to heart talk with her and ask her point blank if she would consider a mfm or a fmf or just a ff play experiment with you being alowed to feminize. You said that xdressing is a hobby? Has it become a important part of your sex/masturbation activities. You say wearing panties is enough for you, but is it? My experience is that crossdressing grows. I started with panties when I was just a teen.Then startd to wear pantyhose. Then wanted to show people I was wearing the pantyhose ,then I started to wear girls jeans and slacks. I discovered that mens shirts looked stupid with the pretty fem pants so I started wearing blouses and girls shirts. Then I got into skirts and dresses and makeup. My point is that this desire to be fem grows and the xdressing is like a ......, you desire more and more. Now, I'm only speaking for myself, you may be different. I'm transgendered and had a lifelong girlfriend/wife who encouraged this progress. So it will be interesting where you go with this. I hope your wife helps and supports whatever path you take. You will have support here on this board. Keep us posted.
 
Interested in what came first for you.

Were you a cuckold first, and then a sissy? Or a sissy first, and then a cuckold?

Also, did your transformation result from self awareness, or did your wife or girlfriend lead you from one stage to the next?

After I suggested trying a MMF threesome, My Mistress/Wife quickly moved me to a full blown cuckold. I'm thinking now that She might be happier with a sissy maid at this stage in our relationship.
Not sure if I'm a sissy per day , but ,,, I love wearing Her thong panties and those cheeky cut panties even when her boyfriend comes over I'm in them ,
He has seen me in them and whispered something to my wife, she nodded and walked over to me and slowly pulled them down like I was on display or something.

Now there are no men's underwear in our house at all,

Another thing for me ( and maybe them too ) is I'm fully shaved whole body especially my legs and armpits, and she likes when I use Vaseline on my legs .
Now I'm cool with that but I don't dress up , I told her I will never wear anything else, only panties, no dress , no bra , no makeup .
And I do keep my 5 o'clock shadow, she's fine with that, so as far as sissy goes that's all I do .
 
Not sure if I'm a sissy per day , but ,,, I love wearing Her thong panties and those cheeky cut panties even when her boyfriend comes over I'm in them ,
He has seen me in them and whispered something to my wife, she nodded and walked over to me and slowly pulled them down like I was on display or something.

Now there are no men's underwear in our house at all,

Another thing for me ( and maybe them too ) is I'm fully shaved whole body especially my legs and armpits, and she likes when I use Vaseline on my legs .
Now I'm cool with that but I don't dress up , I told her I will never wear anything else, only panties, no dress , no bra , no makeup .
And I do keep my 5 o'clock shadow, she's fine with that, so as far as sissy goes that's all I do .
I guess you are a half baked sissy (no dis intended). How long have you been into panties? You never tried on your wifes stockings? Do you ever role play and do you ever play a female role?
 
i,ve been roleplaying as ......,student,housemaid and i first was forced by my cousin to put her knicckers on when we were teenagers,later with wife lingerie and for the last decade i buy it myself
 

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i,ve been roleplaying as ......,student,housemaid and i first was forced by my cousin to put her knicckers on when we were teenagers,later with wife lingerie and for the last decade i buy it myself
As a young teen I knew a girl who was tomboyish and hated wearing dresses. I loved dresses. She loved wearing boys clothes. We used to go for bicycle rides together. There was this old abandoned barn we would stop at and go in. There we would exchange clothes and she wore my dungarees and flannel shirt and I would wear her dress or flower print slacks and blouse. We would leave the barn on our bikes. I would ride her pink bike with girly streamers and a basket and she rode my bike. Everyone thought we were just a boy and a girl riding our bicycles. We were.
 
I guess you are a half baked sissy (no dis intended). How long have you been into panties? You never tried on your wifes stockings? Do you ever role play and do you ever play a female role?
Stockings ,, yes I wear her black thigh highs and since I shave my legs too , wow I wanna fuck myself lol.

I'm actually working out my legs with women's workouts that are shaping up rather nicely so far , more of a feminine look to my legs .
I'm not doing it for muscles
I'm doing legs workouts to smooth them out not put any muscles on them .

I do the panties and thigh highs , wear panties at the gym under tights that I stole from her but that's it as far as female dressing .
The panties are microfiber and one solid color that can be thought of as just tight male underwear if someone looked at me wearing them , they don't look feminine at all , but I know they are.
 
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Stockings ,, yes I wear her black thigh highs and since I shave my legs too , wow I wanna fuck myself lol.

I'm actually working out my legs with women's workouts that are shaping up rather nicely so far , more of a feminine look to my legs .
I'm not doing it for muscles
I'm doing legs workouts to smooth them out not put any muscles on them .

I do the panties and thigh highs , wear panties at the gym under tights that I stole from her but that's it as far as female dressing .
The panties are microfiber and one solid color that can be thought of as just tight male underwear if someone looked at me wearing them , they don't look feminine at all , but I know they are.
It's hard for me to understand why you put a limit on this. It would seem that you would be quite eager to experiment with dresses or skirts. At the very least maybe some sassy short shorts to show off those legs. I'll bet sooner or later you will be in a skirt and blouse like the rest of us.
 
It's hard for me to understand why you put a limit on this. It would seem that you would be quite eager to experiment with dresses or skirts. At the very least maybe some sassy short shorts to show off those legs. I'll bet sooner or later you will be in a skirt and blouse like the rest of us.
PS If you are worhing out to make your legs more feminine and they are starting to look nice with the thigh highs wouldn't the next logical step be to try on some sexy high heels?? Do you paint your toes??
 
Thats quite puzzling. She claims to want a man to be a man all the time but at the same time she only want's sex part of the time after you make the sacrifice to give up a lot of your crossdressing that you are so fond of. If she is a tomboy maybe it's another woman she want's. Did you ever sit down with her and have a good heart to heart talk with her and ask her point blank if she would consider a mfm or a fmf or just a ff play experiment with you being alowed to feminize. You said that xdressing is a hobby? Has it become a important part of your sex/masturbation activities. You say wearing panties is enough for you, but is it? My experience is that crossdressing grows. I started with panties when I was just a teen.Then startd to wear pantyhose. Then wanted to show people I was wearing the pantyhose ,then I started to wear girls jeans and slacks. I discovered that mens shirts looked stupid with the pretty fem pants so I started wearing blouses and girls shirts. Then I got into skirts and dresses and makeup. My point is that this desire to be fem grows and the xdressing is like a ......, you desire more and more. Now, I'm only speaking for myself, you may be different. I'm transgendered and had a lifelong girlfriend/wife who encouraged this progress. So it will be interesting where you go with this. I hope your wife helps and supports whatever path you take. You will have support here on this board. Keep us posted.
Yes I don’t understand her take on this either - before I met her I was fully dressing - we even went out to pubs / drives in the car and went places with me fully dressed usually evenings time - she was always nervous and afraid we’d bump into someone we knew but we went out of area etc . We got married and said she didn’t like the cd stuff any more - I purged all my stuff . Much later we had a heart to heart and was her that said - she knew it was in me still and unfair of her for me to repress it - we then had brilliant times shopping for clothes - she was fine with me dressing any time I wanted etc as long as I didn’t push it on her , sex life was good - now suddenly it’s back to She will never view me as a real man and throws it in my face ,always - result i made the decision to purge stuff again . No that’s another bad issue - I had mmf 3 some when I was single and stupidly told her before we were married ( didn’t want any secrets - but boy did she have some - well ones she let slip and think there’s lots more in her secrets chest ) . Anyways I was a piece of scum for fucking another’s man’s wife etc etc . Oh I know full well crossdressing takes over lol . I still have my panties for now just but who knows. I just don’t get my wife’s viewpoint on a lot of stuff - seems like she is sexually repressed and has Victorian views on lots of things - she’s never masturbated , briefly watched porn but it didn’t turn her on , in fact doesn’t know what turns her on - has no sexual fantasies but can fuck her boss at work who was engaged and fuck her sisters fiance . Work that out - really from day one have never been able to work her out - knowing the above I had hoped she was a slut but think that boats sailed . Heart to heart talks with her always result in me not being normal for having sex with another man’s wife , wearing womens clothes and wanting to be a woman , wanting other men to fuck her / share her , everything’s always down to me .sorry about length - what do you guys / girls think of that lot lol / my life lol
 
It's hard for me to understand why you put a limit on this. It would seem that you would be quite eager to experiment with dresses or skirts. At the very least maybe some sassy short shorts to show off those legs. I'll bet sooner or later you will be in a skirt and blouse like the rest of us.
Ha ha absolutely loved your closing line there
 
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