I believe that a woman never must apologise for sex with another man,so stop feeling guilty because your husband is a bit to blame also ,looking at your cleavage and how sexy you,re dressed and not joining you is asking for trouble don't you think?And hiding who you really are,acting as a obedient housewife while you are a bit wild,loving to show yourself and flirting with men,is the receipt for splitting up .and I think your husband loves it when you are a hotwife,wearing sexy outfit in public,start to be a bit more risky and see how he reacts,probably turned on as never before,and you love it also so much being naughty when men are close by ,so go out and tell us what happened 💕