I cheated on my husband (repost)

[Nobook]

I've posted this before and I am seeking advice again. I know it sounds dumb and I feel like an idiot but here it is. Maybe I knew what was going to happen and just accepted it. I don't know how else to explain it. Let's start off by saying I know I'm horrible and I already hate myself. I made this to vent and to talk to people about my situation. Please don't be mean I know what I did was wrong.

I cheated on my husband and I feel horrible. I want to tell him but I know he will leave. This is something I am not telling. I was ...... and I was wasted. I never did anything like this before. Well I 29f was at a party with him 22m (guy i fucked, i got his age wrong last time) and his gf 25f at his place. I got wasted and my titties fell out a couple of times. They fell out from dancing and ppl pulled them out including my friend. Idk why but ...... women like my tits more then men sometimes. She was drunker then me. Then I got dared again to flash everyone. I fall so easy to peer pressure and its worse when I drink. So i pulled them out. I fell asleep in there bedroom but before falling asleep I noticed him checking me out. I have noticed him checking me out before but I never paid any mind to it. When I woke up he was sucking my titties. When he realized I was awake he apologized and said he thought I was his gf, he said he didn't see my face because the lights were out. I thought that this was odd and said okay. He stood up and smacked my tits and left. I waited a few minutes and went in the living room with everyone else and wanted to go home. His girlfriend told him to take me home and he said okay he was the most sober person there. So we got into the car and he grabbed my thigh, I didn't pay any mind to it I just wanted to get home. We stopped at the stop and we made eye contact and he just went in for a kiss, and I kissed him back. While we kissed he called me a tease. While we kissed I looked down and he whipped out his cock before he even stepped on the gas. I'll admit I ended up sucked it as soon as it was out. We pulled over and i continued sucking his cock. He told me to get in the back and I did. We got in the back and I kept sucking his cock. He did eat my pussys and fucked and came in me. When I got home my husband fucked me too, i couldnt tell my husband no because he knows when i go out and drink i always come home horny and let him fuck me. I can go into more detail if need but that's what happened for the most part. This is the first time this has happened. It happened a few months ago and I'm slowly moving on but I still feel guilty. I really wish I could take it back. I know I'm horrible, and I should probably tell him but I can't and I'm not going to.

 

[Nobook]

My Dear …. My op is do not say anything and you have learned what not to do. Things like this happens all the time in relationshipS. You now know what you can handle up stair. So you entered something we all go thrPugh. So cherish what you have learned. 😎

 

[idahofwb73]

I would love too see those big titties.

 

[Nnn2233444]

I've posted this before and I am seeking advice again. I know it sounds dumb and I feel like an idiot but here it is. Maybe I knew what was going to happen and just accepted it. I don't know how else to explain it. Let's start off by saying I know I'm horrible and I already hate myself. I made this to vent and to talk to people about my situation. Please don't be mean I know what I did was wrong.

I cheated on my husband and I feel horrible. I want to tell him but I know he will leave. This is something I am not telling. I was ...... and I was wasted. I never did anything like this before. Well I 29f was at a party with him 22m (guy i fucked, i got his age wrong last time) and his gf 25f at his place. I got wasted and my titties fell out a couple of times. They fell out from dancing and ppl pulled them out including my friend. Idk why but ...... women like my tits more then men sometimes. She was drunker then me. Then I got dared again to flash everyone. I fall so easy to peer pressure and its worse when I drink. So i pulled them out. I fell asleep in there bedroom but before falling asleep I noticed him checking me out. I have noticed him checking me out before but I never paid any mind to it. When I woke up he was sucking my titties. When he realized I was awake he apologized and said he thought I was his gf, he said he didn't see my face because the lights were out. I thought that this was odd and said okay. He stood up and smacked my tits and left. I waited a few minutes and went in the living room with everyone else and wanted to go home. His girlfriend told him to take me home and he said okay he was the most sober person there. So we got into the car and he grabbed my thigh, I didn't pay any mind to it I just wanted to get home. We stopped at the stop and we made eye contact and he just went in for a kiss, and I kissed him back. While we kissed he called me a tease. While we kissed I looked down and he whipped out his cock before he even stepped on the gas. I'll admit I ended up sucked it as soon as it was out. We pulled over and i continued sucking his cock. He told me to get in the back and I did. We got in the back and I kept sucking his cock. He did eat my pussys and fucked and came in me. When I got home my husband fucked me too, i couldnt tell my husband no because he knows when i go out and drink i always come home horny and let him fuck me. I can go into more detail if need but that's what happened for the most part. This is the first time this has happened. It happened a few months ago and I'm slowly moving on but I still feel guilty. I really wish I could take it back. I know I'm horrible, and I should probably tell him but I can't and I'm not going to share more details

I've posted this before and I am seeking advice again. I know it sounds dumb and I feel like an idiot but here it is. Maybe I knew what was going to happen and just accepted it. I don't know how else to explain it. Let's start off by saying I know I'm horrible and I already hate myself. I made this to vent and to talk to people about my situation. Please don't be mean I know what I did was wrong.

I cheated on my husband and I feel horrible. I want to tell him but I know he will leave. This is something I am not telling. I was ...... and I was wasted. I never did anything like this before. Well I 29f was at a party with him 22m (guy i fucked, i got his age wrong last time) and his gf 25f at his place. I got wasted and my titties fell out a couple of times. They fell out from dancing and ppl pulled them out including my friend. Idk why but ...... women like my tits more then men sometimes. She was drunker then me. Then I got dared again to flash everyone. I fall so easy to peer pressure and its worse when I drink. So i pulled them out. I fell asleep in there bedroom but before falling asleep I noticed him checking me out. I have noticed him checking me out before but I never paid any mind to it. When I woke up he was sucking my titties. When he realized I was awake he apologized and said he thought I was his gf, he said he didn't see my face because the lights were out. I thought that this was odd and said okay. He stood up and smacked my tits and left. I waited a few minutes and went in the living room with everyone else and wanted to go home. His girlfriend told him to take me home and he said okay he was the most sober person there. So we got into the car and he grabbed my thigh, I didn't pay any mind to it I just wanted to get home. We stopped at the stop and we made eye contact and he just went in for a kiss, and I kissed him back. While we kissed he called me a tease. While we kissed I looked down and he whipped out his cock before he even stepped on the gas. I'll admit I ended up sucked it as soon as it was out. We pulled over and i continued sucking his cock. He told me to get in the back and I did. We got in the back and I kept sucking his cock. He did eat my pussys and fucked and came in me. When I got home my husband fucked me too, i couldnt tell my husband no because he knows when i go out and drink i always come home horny and let him fuck me. I can go into more detail if need but that's what happened for the most part. This is the first time this has happened. It happened a few months ago and I'm slowly moving on but I still feel guilty. I really wish I could take it back. I know I'm horrible, and I should probably tell him but I can't and I'm not going to.

Share more details.

 

[Lynnandhubby]

I cheated on my first husband for years and in my experience you soon get over the guilt. The way I saw it, he got what he needed in the bedroom which never seemed to last much more than a couple of minutes and I got what I needed elsewhere. Was he aware? I’m sure he must have been, he wasn’t stupid. But he never said anything and I sure as hell wasnt going to! If he was happy to pretend ignorance, I certainly wasn’t going to make an issue of it.
Lynn x

 

[Nnn2233444]

I cheated on my first husband for years and in my experience you soon get over the guilt. The way I saw it, he got what he needed in the bedroom which never seemed to last much more than a couple of minutes and I got what I needed elsewhere. Was he aware? I’m sure he must have been, he wasn’t stupid. But he never said anything and I sure as hell wasnt going to! If he was happy to pretend ignorance, I certainly wasn’t going to make an issue of it.
Lynn x

More details about the guy from your story. How you gave him a blowjob in the car.

 

[BlkStingray]

They are big, I show them off when I go out and drink. That's how I get free drinks.

I would buy you many drinks!

 

[rocket-man_321]

How did you wind up at the party alone?. It's almost as if he was setting the scene for you to hook up with another guy. You mentioned he knows you're horny when you get home, yet he continues to send you to situations that fuel you're sex drive. Then he enjoys cleaning up later.

I agree keep it quiet but I suspect your man has a bit of discovery to do on his own. I think he enjoys you flirting and enjoying your sexual side without him. He’s probably wrestling with that. Maybe a conversation about how you are a natural flirt with other men and see if he gets excited about that.

And for the rest of the boys on here, show us your tits.

 

[heretovent456]

Sounds more like you were assaulted by this dude? Are you ok?

Yeah I'm good, thank you.

 

[heretovent456]

You wanted it...its ok hubby will never know and you sound hot and ok being used so what's the harm. My gf cheats all the time...I know she thinks I dont but I do

that's my issue i having. I do think I wanted it.

 

[heretovent456]

Secrets are way better if a one off... but would you blow and fuck someone else againthen you need to consider options

Unfortunately I think I would if I was ....... That's why I haven't been drinking without him. I don't like that side of me.

 

[heretovent456]

but when you,re honest about it,you loved it,because you like to show off and i understand your husband doesn,t mind,probably jerking off in secret thinking about it.you don,t have to confess but slowly give him hints&thoughts saying ;did you see how men were looking at your tits or upskrt at the pub,and then say to him that he ,s turned on by his slutty wife,see what happens

He says he doesn't mind how I dress but I know how he would react.

 

[heretovent456]

I have to ask, your husband had no idea that your pussy was already filled with another man's cum? He couldn't feel the difference?

Umm he did kinda. I already get super wet and it's worse with alcohol. It was pitch black in our room and he did say I felt more wet then normal. I kinda gas lighted him and told him to stop if he didn't like it.

 

[heretovent456]

Has your husband ever mentioned you being with another man, like when you guys are having sex and talking dirty?

No, he hasn't

 

[heretovent456]

Can we see these impressive tits please 🙏

I am nervous about posting them. I'll think about it.

 

[heretovent456]

How did you wind up at the party alone?. It's almost as if he was setting the scene for you to hook up with another guy. You mentioned he knows you're horny when you get home, yet he continues to send you to situations that fuel you're sex drive. Then he enjoys cleaning up later.

I agree keep it quiet but I suspect your man has a bit of discovery to do on his own. I think he enjoys you flirting and enjoying your sexual side without him. He’s probably wrestling with that. Maybe a conversation about how you are a natural flirt with other men and see if he gets excited about that.

And for the rest of the boys on here, show us your tits.

I like to party and be around people when I drink. He doesn't, he would rather to go a quite bar.

 

[needblackpussy]

I am nervous about posting them. I'll think about it.

You could always just show you in a bikini or something to start if that is more comfortable

 

[heretovent456]

My Dear …. My op is do not say anything and you have learned what not to do. Things like this happens all the time in relationshipS. You now know what you can handle up stair. So you entered something we all go thrPugh. So cherish what you have learned. 😎

I know. I gotta learn my limits.

 

[heretovent456]

I cheated on my first husband for years and in my experience you soon get over the guilt. The way I saw it, he got what he needed in the bedroom which never seemed to last much more than a couple of minutes and I got what I needed elsewhere. Was he aware? I’m sure he must have been, he wasn’t stupid. But he never said anything and I sure as hell wasnt going to! If he was happy to pretend ignorance, I certainly wasn’t going to make an issue of it.
Lynn x

Thank you. My husband has a very high sex drive. Mine is just off the charts and I feel like the size of the other guys cock pushed me over the edge.

 

[heretovent456]

More details about the guy from your story. How you gave him a blowjob in the car.

Well first he just put his seat back and I was just sucking it that way. I really wanted to play with his balls and I couldn't get a good angle but I kept going. After a few minutes he pulled my head up and told me to get in the back seat. So we did and he got his pants and boxers off and opened his legs and I kinda got between them and started sucking his cock and balls. I would alternate back from his cock to his balls. I would stroke his cock as I sucked it and as I sucked his balls. I like sucking cock. I would lick his balls too. That lasted for a little bit.