I’m very submissive to my bull. It’s very much a master/slave arrangement but only for the time we are together. Degradation and humiliation definitely plays a big part in that. Not every meeting but very often. Including: sharing me with his friends ( very regularly); parading me in front of them, collared and leashed; restraint play and BDSM; rough sex and demeaning, abusive language; water sports; pimping me out. Again, not all the time (and the whoring me out takes place separately) and sometimes none of the above will happen when we met (which we manage usually once a week). I do find it humiliating and embarrassing but also very exciting. It is all consensual or at least cnc and I really get off on the power dynamic involved. I’ve had similar arrangements with other bulls over the years including some of the above. For instance my bull previous to the one I have now didn’t share me but as he lived nearby, he did have free use of me whenever he liked. So it’s varied over time depending on bull’s preferences and context. The common factor has been that I’ve only usually had this sort of relationship with one trusted bull at a time and that all these bulls have been black (with a couple of exceptions).
All this is besides having sex with other men when this sort of sub/dom dynamic doesnt usually play any part, though sometimes depending on the guy(s) or my mood some elements may be involved, but most often aren’t.
Hubby’s favourite kinks involving me are different though there is some overlap in some of the things we’ve done/do.
Lynn x