I've always had a thing for imagining my wife being with other people. We have been a long term couple and haven't had many partners outside of us. I've kinda felt guilty about taking my wife's youth and fun away due to us having a ...... young. In the past years my wife my wife has become hyper sexual. My wife has opened up about some past experiences and hearing them has turned me on, but thinking this way makes me feel odd and werid about myself.
She has a thing for people of color which also plays into my imagination.
She has brought up being with other people but I shot down her idea. I wanted to say yes but I was worried about how she would judge me or would have me losing her.
More then a couple months ago my wife cheated on me. Thinking about it turns me on but the person she cheated with and how she handled it afterwards has really effected me mentally.
She has told me details of the event and they have turned me on. My wife is slim thick and attracts a lot of attention that she doesn't notice. I really don't blame guys for wanting my wife. She has a nice thick round ass that is so soft with big tits to match. She has thick full lips that she loves to use and loves to suck dick. She's pretty in the face as well.
It turns me on that she was bent over and another guy was railing her. She loves getting fucked from behind.
She is an attention whore and love attention.
My feelings feel so conflicted and I have no idea what to do.
I would love to chat about my wife's experiences with someone and get other people's insight.