I have always fantasised about strong leading soft controlling women since I was quite young at 12 years old, and it all started with porn a magazine I found with a mix of porn pics. Old, young, couples and the more mature curvy women got my attention for my fantasies.
Had a few long relationships, where one was notoriously unfaithful, and that's the woman who sparked most feelings in me, and also the strongest orgasms, even at the time I did not know she was cheating on me.
Now, many years later I mentioned for my gf, now wife, a little role play, but didnt work out well in the beginning, even I felt she reacted positively, but did not want to play along. I have let it rest for awhile, little play, let it rest and finely
I started to write my wife small innocent stories, slowly turning into more detailed and longer stories, finding out what she liked or not. Let it rest for 6 months, started again and wow, she matured about the idea, and for sure missed my stories.
It has taken time, and now she is up for any fantasy, except another woman, anal, spitting, hitting here, or another woman in the story, even just looking in the story, is a turn off for her. She is the queen in my story, and the only one.
What turns her most on (she says) is me getting jealous of her with another man, or men while I watch, lick her, kiss her, hold her hands, and finish last on her while kissing passionately.
So now I'm wondering, how big is the next step? I'm still not sure I want to, and for sure I know how I want it if it happens.
The older I get, the need for a young man will be necessary, to keep our sex life interesting, since she is younger than me, need more mental stimulus, and me to, the same ritual over and over, again and again, is not for me. I love her more than anything else, and can say, she is my everything. Just seeing her getting turned on by my stories means everything to me.
I have now found out, I'm not really a cuckold, but a mix between vixen and cuck, and I guess since another woman is out of reach, what then ?
Any comments
Had a few long relationships, where one was notoriously unfaithful, and that's the woman who sparked most feelings in me, and also the strongest orgasms, even at the time I did not know she was cheating on me.
Now, many years later I mentioned for my gf, now wife, a little role play, but didnt work out well in the beginning, even I felt she reacted positively, but did not want to play along. I have let it rest for awhile, little play, let it rest and finely
I started to write my wife small innocent stories, slowly turning into more detailed and longer stories, finding out what she liked or not. Let it rest for 6 months, started again and wow, she matured about the idea, and for sure missed my stories.
It has taken time, and now she is up for any fantasy, except another woman, anal, spitting, hitting here, or another woman in the story, even just looking in the story, is a turn off for her. She is the queen in my story, and the only one.
What turns her most on (she says) is me getting jealous of her with another man, or men while I watch, lick her, kiss her, hold her hands, and finish last on her while kissing passionately.
So now I'm wondering, how big is the next step? I'm still not sure I want to, and for sure I know how I want it if it happens.
The older I get, the need for a young man will be necessary, to keep our sex life interesting, since she is younger than me, need more mental stimulus, and me to, the same ritual over and over, again and again, is not for me. I love her more than anything else, and can say, she is my everything. Just seeing her getting turned on by my stories means everything to me.
I have now found out, I'm not really a cuckold, but a mix between vixen and cuck, and I guess since another woman is out of reach, what then ?
Any comments
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