Hello everyone, this is my story so far on where I am at with this fantasy becoming reality. Currently I'm a 28 year old and she is 28 as well (we can call her B), we've been together 9 years now. She is 135 lbs. 5ft 6 blonde with a good rack and a tight ass. She has had only one other sexual partner before me, and which she described him as a boring fuck when they did fuck. My realization of my kink for fantasizing her with another man started early in our relationship, when we used go out drinking at bars. Fueled by alcohol, weed and courage I always let her do her magic to get "free drinks" from men by flirting with them. Which sometimes would lead the man to go for a quick ass grab or typically wanting to take her home after. She never went any further than that however, as well as I didn't feel jealous about it just..aroused...like crazy.
Today we don't do the bar scene so much as we became parents as life moved on. However the sex got dull for a solid year, and I think it was due to us both not being open about our desires on each end as well as being busy parents. I watched a lot of cuck porn that dull year and realized this kink needed to possibly be incorporated as it was one of my desires/fantasies that crossed my mind often. I asked B if she wanted to try anything new in the bedroom. B took it offensively thinking she was the problem in the bedroom to which I reassured her it wasn't and that I wanted to fulfil any sexual desires and that we can still have fun while we're young. B then said she's always wanted to try a Dildo before. (at that point I've read online dildos have opened up a lot of cuck play before so I was ecstatic). So we shopped online for a dildo and she picked it out, which I can attach a photo of it. B said she wanted one the same size as mine but when the dildo arrived it was for sure bigger than my dick and thicker as well by a good 2 inches. The first couple of times using it she just gave it a BJ while I fucked her doggystyle, but I still came very hard and I knew she noticed. B asked me if that turned me on and I said oh god yes!
Cut forward a few months we finally had a date night planned, B wanted to go out and have fun and I helped her pick out her outfit. I dressed her as sexy as possible to try and recreate old times(I'll attach photo from that night). As usual she was being hit on left and right that night and I was sexually pent up and ready to go. We go home, she pulls out the BWC dildo and asks me do I wanna watch? I said sure. She started fucking her pussy with it saying " Oh that's such a big dick", she then wanted me to hold the dildo while she rides it and I jerk off. She then ask " Do you like watching?" I told her it was the hottest thing ever! B said " good cause I want you watch this dick fuck me" She then wanted me to fuck her with the dildo in doggystyle ( I have a video ) and she had a whole body tremble orgasm and creamed all over the BWC dildo. After that night I believe my kink was apparent to her without me even telling her my cuck fantasy she almost seemed to know. ( she might of went through my porn history ).
It soon turned into dressing her in lingerie and dressing her sexy when we go out to do errands see which men gawk at her. To telling me which men she found attractive at any given time, even her teasing one of neighbors in my other post. However I still am not officially cucked, and do not no where to go from here without pushing limits. Sorry for the long post any advice appreciated!