I see it's not even 4 years marriage, so call it quits and give both of you freedom,, married life is not for you, your going to be a miserable old hag and a lonely one at that. You will see Nick in another 5 years not anywhere near that lifestyle and re-married and with 2 or 3 kids of his own he will look very happy and a father and husband, and you will see his new wife and she will be beautiful a ...... to his children and then he will look in your direction and see you,,,,all alone wrecked looking from always being passed around as a cum dump and kicked to the curb when a bull is done with you, you'll have sores all over your body from all the guys throwing you from one bull to another and your snatch will have long long ago turned barren unable to conceive a ...... your uterus will have been smashed and pulverized into oblivion and smell unfathomably horrible that even acid soap couldn't even clean up .
Your boods will hang so low nothing can perk them up cause all the titty fucking pounded them to smithereens, and your hips gone cause men don't have shapely hips , saying this cause you will have so much cum pumped into you that now your hormone levels will have more testosterone in it then a normal man does , that will cause you to grow a beard and tons of body hair that can't be shaven away fast enough 5 o'clock shadow entire body.
No bull will come close to then and that's when you will see Nick your ex husband that tried to prevent all this from happening in the first place.
He will see you from afar and put his family in the car and drive away - leaving you again, to be a miserable old wretched person of a former woman.
All that will happen,but there IS a silver lining,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,, You did it Yourrrrrrrrrrrrtrrrrrr wayyyyyyyy