"Then followed what I can only describe as the worst but also the best two hours of my life waiting for news. No updates or anything came my way. I wasn’t really expecting any and I had to Abi to focus on herself and not to be distracted on my account – therefore, no photos or videos even. I tried to occupy myself but was unable to concentrate on anything. My gorgeous, curvy mature redheaded wife was giving herself to another man. On the one hand I had a dreadful sense of fear, but on the other overwhelming excitement. I constantly felt the need to masturbate and had to distract myself to avoid ruining everything by giving in to the urge. Then, at 4pm another text: “its done. On way home. x”
This is an AGONY and an euphoria that I know well!! Only difference is my wifes escapades generally are overnight, sometimes weekend long, situations as her Lovers are not aware I know of their relationship. She tells them I am out of town for some reason, usually to get some work done on our RV, and they have unfettered time together. So once she leaves, my next awareness is "I am on my way home" if she even bothers to text me that......she knows how agonizing and satisfying the lack of knowing is for me and prefers to stretch it out when she is feeling REALLY "nasty". CW
This is an AGONY and an euphoria that I know well!! Only difference is my wifes escapades generally are overnight, sometimes weekend long, situations as her Lovers are not aware I know of their relationship. She tells them I am out of town for some reason, usually to get some work done on our RV, and they have unfettered time together. So once she leaves, my next awareness is "I am on my way home" if she even bothers to text me that......she knows how agonizing and satisfying the lack of knowing is for me and prefers to stretch it out when she is feeling REALLY "nasty". CW