Is this the start or the end (part 4)

[2wheel]

As you know HWR hates photos, but I was able to get a shot of her wonderful legs while she was napping. The bruises are a result of a fall a short time back.


Monday 2/23. Things took a sour turn. I had a skin tag removed that got infected, bad, real bad. It was on my penis. That area of a man's body that remains warm, moist and dark, a breeding ground, a real bacteria incubator. In 1 1/2 days it became so bad the emergency room at first thought it was flesh eating bacteria, necrotizing fasciitis. But after further investigation it and skin cell lab results it was reclassified as necrotizing cellulitis, a close kin. So I was immediately admitted and put on IV antibiotics. At first it was 2 different antibiotics alternating but it didn't do the job so they increased my dosage to the maximum amount of the 2 strongest antibiotics both administered intravenously simultaneously.

Almost 2 weeks hospital stay and the bacteria was finally on the run. My nether regions look grotesque, every nurse that had a peek, and there were plenty as they needed to make a value assessment numerous times a day, cringed. One nurse even commented that it hurts just looking at it. HWR was a real trooper staying in the hospital, ...... on a recliner almost every night even before her full recovery from her RSD flare-up.

I was discharged on Thursday 2/20, on the way home she said we needed to talk. Never a good thing when she says that.

Saturday 2/22 she got up early and said let's talk.

HWR: "I need a change."
ME: "OK, what kind of change?"
HWR: "Remember I told you I had lot to think about after the cruise?"
ME: "Yeah I remember."
HWR: "well that combined with a text from Gayle got me thinking."
ME: "OK".
HWR: "Gayle wrote me something that got to me, I thought I had gotten over it but it slapped me in the face."
She showed me the text, only part of it, she wouldn't let me read the entire text. I knew about it as I had surreptitiously already read it and posted it here.
ME: "OK, what's the problem?"
HWR: "Gayle calling me a slut felt like my ...... doing it. It got me thinking that maybe at 67 it's time for me to change, again."
ME: "From what to what?"
HWR: "On the cruise I went to play Mah Jong with a few of the women."
ME: "I remember."
HWR: "Well some of the women had a little too much to drink. And alcohol makes the tongue looser."
ME: "Does that, did that include you?"
HWR: "Nope, I barely nursed a single glass of wine."
ME: "As I remember it was you, Eileen, Ralph's wife, Arlene, Phil's wife, Hedda, Gary's wife and Carol, my brothers girlfriend."
HWR: "Yup, all seniors, me being the youngest."
ME: "How does any of this fit together, I'm confused? Is your desire to change have anything to do with you leaving."
HWR: "HELL NO! I'm not going anywhere you're saddled with me."
ME: "OK, I'm still listening."
HWR: "So while we're trying to play, I was kind of the outsider as I just couldn't get my brain in the right place to comprehend the tiles. After several glasses of wine Eileen blurted out 'Ralph wants to share me'."
ME: "Holy ......, Ralph is 83 or 84, so I guess Eileen is somewhere between 78-82. Sorry to be so cruel but who wants to fuck a great grandma."
HWR: "Or a grandma."
Before I realized it I had out my foot in my mouth.
ME: "Or a grandma"
HWR: "Like me, huh?".
ME: "That's not what I meant, I......"
HWR: "Don't try to get out of it, it's out there , you said it and you can't go back."
ME: "Yeah I did, it was a case of my brain not engaged before putting my mouth into gear. I'm very sorry, it's not what I meant, you're still super-hot and all the guys that want to fuck you prove that."
HWR: "Let's move on shall we, cause this isn't gonna end well if we continue down this path."
ME: "OK."
HWR: "So Arlene & Hedda asked what 'shared' meant. Carol jumped in.
(For the record Carol is an attractive woman in her mid-70s still works part-time as a teacher, is my brother's girlfriend and she's black.)
My ex-husband, got me into sharing. It started as a threesome, then became him hooking me up with his friends, then strangers, then had me doing parties before it progressed into him getting paid for it. He became my pimp rather than my husband."
ME: "I had no idea."
HWR: "Neither did I, wonder if your brother knows."
ME: "I'm not gonna tell him."
HWR: "Neither am I."
ME: "Then what."
HWR: "Basically, we were in a little bit of shock. Arlene isn't the brightest bulb in the box as she said she don't get it."
ME: "Really."
HWR: "Yeah really, Eileen, just shouted it out, Ralph wants me to fuck other men. So loud that it got the attention of people at other tables, not sure if they heard the words or the volume. Arlene turned beet red and said, over and over 'oh my'."
ME: "This is all very interesting but why are you telling me this?"
HWR: "I told you I had something to think about. After Gayle's comments and this discussion I'm not sure I want to continue being a hotwife."
ME: "Again!"
HWR: "What do you mean again?"
ME: "Last year you also said you wanted to stop."
HWR: "How is that possible, we've only been doing this for a few months."
ME: "Here we go again. How can you remember a conversation from December, almost 3 months ago but can't remember that you've been a hotwife since October 2018?"
HWR: "I don't think since 2018, it's just been a few months."
ME: "No it hasn't, it's been almost a year and a half. And you've had sex with almost a hundred different guys."
HWR: "No I haven't, you're making it up."
ME: "Do I need to refresh your memory?"
HWR: "Yeah how?"
ME: "I keep a list, a mini-diary."
HWR: "Can I see it?"
ME: "Sure as I opened the file and told her it's kind of rough."
HWR: "She looked at like a deer in the headlights. I remember some of it but not much, What are those numbers in parenthesis?"
ME: "That represents new partners."
HWR: "It stopped at 101. I had that many different partners in a little over a year?"
ME: "Yup. And you loved every seconds of it."
HWR: "I need a nap."
ME: "OK."
She laid down and was out in seconds.
When she woke she had a different attitude.
HWR: "I remember most everything now, I can't believe I didn't remember it earlier."
ME: "Now what."
HWR: "Maybe I stop, but keep Mr. commuter."
ME: "OK if that's what you want."
HWR: "And occasionally the bartender."
ME: "OK by me."
HWR: "On special occasions a gangbang and a Gayle party."
ME: "That's how it went last time you wanted to stop. You cut out everyone then added them back in."
HWR: "Let's face it I'm a slut thru and thru. I just can't stop it."
ME: "I think you like being a promiscuous but hate the S word. And Gayle using it brought back images of your ....... BUT, you've used it describe yourself, like just now."
HWR: "Please don't try to analyze me. And no I don't like being promiscuous but I love sex."
ME: "I'm not, and they kinda go hand in hand, but you know it's like whiplash for me."
HWR: "I guess I'm just thinking out loud. Let's forget we had they discussion, OK?"
ME: "That's a deal."

Friday 3/13. So here it is mid-March. I'm not fully recovered neither is HWR. But we're close. Next Friday I get to see a wound care specialist.

She's had no visitors, no partners, new or old. She's been horny and masturbates several times a day. She said she also did so in the hospital while 'staying' with me.

She told me that she'd been in contact will her 'regulars' and they understand things are temporarily on hold. She said Mr. commuter hasn't stopped apologizing. She said she told him to forget it that we'll be more specific next time. She said he was elated that she said next time.

I'm so confused, bewildered and asea with her right now: she talks about stopping, but is in communication with her 'regulars'. AND is entertaining another GB even after the disastrous last one. WTF.

So in an effort to see where this is going I asked her when she thought she'd be ready to start playing again. She said maybe next week.

Tuesday 3/17, that plan went to hell in a handbasket. Novel Coronavirus jumped into all our lives. Our community is in 'lock down', all amenities have been closed including the restaurants, all meetings and events have been canceled until at least March 31. Beside now is the time to be extra vigilant, extra careful, extra cautious. So we, like so many others here and everywhere are self-sequestered.

 

[2wheel]

Monday 3/23 HWR's RSD flare-up from her failed gangbang is almost gone. The PGAD has now taken front seat. Being in lockdown and the concern for CV19 has put every part of our lives on hold, like you. Remember she has Lupus, though in remission, which is an autoimmune system deficiency, so being immune compromised we're taking no chances. And for the record the ...... that was supposedly pushed thru FDA approval, hydroxychloroquine (brand name Plaquenil) has been part of her medication regimen for 20+ years having been approved by the FDA in 1955.

She's been in phone contact with Mr. commuter, the bartender, who is now on 'furlough', Mr. commuter's work associate and Mr. commuter's black colleague. Some have contacted her, some she has contacted. So much for her considering giving up hotwifing. And of course her bestie, Gayle, who has been in CT for the last few weeks, visiting family as she's a new grandma

Since contact is off the table she's been masturbating several times a day. I love her orgasms and have been enjoying them as much as she has. Though she likes me to watch when she's fucking she seem to want to masturbate in private only allowing me to watch under duress, this is also a new development as she generally didn't mind me watching. She's not subtle about it, into the bedroom telling she be out in a while and shuts the door. But it's still so surprising that she'll let me watch her fuck and suck anyone but not masturbate. Boggles the imagination.

Not sure if she's online during her 'alone time'. I'm not very techie but offered to try and setup a video line for her to one of her regulars thinking it would be fun for her. The video might have been fun but the argument the ensued wasn't. So after getting my ass chewed out, figuratively, I dropped the idea.

Anyway I'm still not 100% and even if I were I can't take the place of either her toys or her partners. ED is my enemy. But there is hope, "Gainswave", high frequency, low-intensity soundwaves to improve blood flow to the penis. My MD says it has been 75%-80% effective. But I still have hurdles to overcome before I'm a candidate.

So we wait until CV19 has passed to resume our activities.

 

[2wheel]

Monday 3/30, this past week was another masturbation week. The exception was Wednesday 3/25, HWR must have been extra horny as she actually came to me for sex, almost a red letter day as I can't remember the last time she came to me. Since I am not fully recovered my dick was off limits for both of us. Even if I was OK the likelihood of getting into her was slim to none. Anyway she was ready when she called me into the bedroom. She was naked, so often I've seen her this way but the scenario is waiting for another guy to fuck her. She has Big John, one of her glass dildos and lube all ready to. I stripped anyway, for effect I think.

She starts to use Big John on her clit and asks me to lube up the glass dildo, she says plenty of lube, I did as instructed. I slowly slid it into her, she tells me deeper, in all the way it slides. I lean over and kiss her, her #1 turn on and it shows as she's breathing hard and faster and gyrating her lower body. I suck on a nipple, it's like a switch as she tells me to fuck her with the dildo. Orgasm #1, 10 minutes.

She tells me to wait a sec and turns Big John off. I obey.

In a few minutes I go back to fucking her with the dildo as she returns Big John to her clit. She tells me to rotate the dildo, I do as she instructs and go back to sucking a nipple. Orgasm #2, 5 minutes.

Again she tells me to wait a sec and turns Big John off.

A minute or so later I go back to fucking her with the dildo as does she with Big John, I make sure to hold the head of Big John and the dildo transferring the vibrations to the dildo. Orgasm #3, 2 minutes. I hold on for dear life as she's in the throws, literally.

She says enough, I don't listen and go down on her licking her clit while fucking her with the dildo. The tells me to just wait a few minutes and tries to push me away, I continue, her protest turn to moans. A minute later is Orgasm #4, 2 minutes.

As soon as the waves subside I go back to her clit she again wants me to wait I don't and continue. Orgasm #5, 1 minute.

I try to kiss her, she pushes me away saying the lube tastes terrible. I didn't think so as it was flavored lube and mused to myself that she's taken gallons of cum in her mouth and is pushing me away because of lube. It's OK.

I give her a few minutes reprieve then I go back to her clit, she tells me she lost count but only 1 more. Orgasm #6, 3 minutes. I hold as she squirms all over the place.

Then we were done. I was a wonderful sexcapade, they only drawback was my lack of orgasm.

Friday 3/28
Back to our 'incarceration'. She continues to masturbate and shuts the door behind. So I decided to broach the subject.

ME: "What's the deal with closing the door?"
HWR: "I don't know."
ME: "Sure you know, you're just not sayin', c'mon give it up. What's the deal? Is it because you're sexting or video calling the guys?"
HWR: "The guys? You make it sound like they're part of our friends circle."
ME: "They're more, honestly they're part of our life aren't they?"
HWR: "That's kinda fucked up."
ME: "Yeah it is but so is you being a hotwife."
HWR: "What's so fucked up about that?"
ME: "You don't really think it's normal or run of the mill do you?"
HWR: "Well there's Gayle, and Carol & Eileen almost. I'd say it's kinda mainstream."
ME: "Let's do some math, including you that's 4 out of how many women, men & couples do we know? Hundreds, so the percentage is probably less than 1% of 1%, if that."
HWR: "That's where your argument falls apart. we don't know what goes on in anyone else's bedroom do we. Just look at the people that we associate with on this block, for all we know Matt & V, Dick & Heidi, Frank & Maureen, are into playing like we do and then there's Nat, Maxine & Barry, you don't think Barry is just there to take care of Nat do you?"
ME: "You have a good point. Let's get back to my question."
HWR: "I don't remember what that was."
ME: "You shutting the door when you masturbate."
HWR: "Oh yeah, I don't know why."
ME: "Full circle. Let's do this differently."
HWR: "OK."
ME: "Are you on the phone with anyone while you play, sexting or video chatting?"
HWR: "Sexting, sometimes, video, absolutely not, and any sexting are picture less. I really don't want to talk about this."
ME: "I know you don't but I love to watch you masturbate and cum and I feel left out when you close the door."
HWR: "Masturbation is a solo act that makes you an intruder."
ME: "So is fucking but I'm not an intruder."
HWR: "That's different."
ME: "No it's not."
HWR: "I think it's because I don't want you to feel bad as I'm on the phone. I'm sparing your feelings."
ME: "You're kidding me right, you're sparing my feelings when you're on the phone playing but not when you got someone else's dick in you."
HWR: "yeah I guess so."
ME: "Truth, time. Are you getting any emotions and you don't want me to hear or see what saying to them?"
HWR: "Absolutely not. If I were they'd be history, that is something our relationship will not tolerate."
ME: "OK, please don't shut the door. My feelings are secure, no need to worry about sparing them.
HWR: "Done."

She got up from the chair went into bedroom, leaving the door open, striped, got on the bed and went to town.

 

[2wheel]

It's Monday 4/6. HWR gives new meaning to the term chronic masturbator. Anywhere between 3-6 times a day. She's no longer shutting the door. I suggested that maybe she wants to bring a few toys out into the great room so she can enjoy herself while we watch TV. She was reluctant, that she's more comfortable in bed.

I was again the recipient of her horniness last Monday 3/30. I started out between her legs and kissing her to get her in the mood. I'm still amazed at how aroused kissing gets her. I licked her body all the way to down to her magic pussy and licked her to orgasm. She did give instructions to lick around her clit. I'm funny about instructions, it's all about how it's said, I'm sure you guys understand. If it's about what I'm doing wrong, I'm not with it, if it's about doing better I'm OK, if it's about giving more pleasure I'm 'on it'. Anyway this time I was 'on it'. So I followed her instructions (which is, by the way, rare for us both) she had her 1st orgasm of the day. I moved to again to continue kissing and giving her nipples a little attention. I repeated my licking back down and licked her to another orgasm using the suggestions she made.

When it subsided I took lube and lubed up my finger and slide it into her magic pussy as she placed Big John on her clit. Orgasm #3. I thought she'd gyrate me of the bed. After her plateau period I went at it again with my finger & her using Big John until orgasm #4.

She told me that's enough for now. I 'convinced' her she had 1 more in her. And rubbed her clit gently as I tried to talk her into it, in moments I no longer needed to convince her as she was asking me to make her cum. I obliged with #5.

As she recovered she said she wanted to rub my cock but was afraid of hurting me. I'm not yet fully recovered. I tried something. I used Big John on the head of my cock and within 2 minutes I was cumming. The 1st time in months, even ejaculating on her stomach. She rubbed my cum into her.

I got her a wet washcloth and she wiped her pussy of lube.

As a bonus for everyone I was able to get a photo of her magic pussy. This is immediately after 5 orgasms. By the way it's seen 1 ......, several dozen different toys over hundreds if not thousands of uses and hundreds of cocks and thousands of couplings. And it's 67 years old.

Notice her red nails, she calls them FMR, "Fuck Me Red". In my experience the redder they are the hornier she is at the time she gets them done. This was shortly after she told Mr. commuter that she'll try gangbang again.



Sunday 4/5 HWR headed into the bedroom, I had a pretty good idea why, it's become a regular thing. I asked if she'd like me to join her. I don't think it came out exactly as she wanted but once said it can't be unsaid and we all know first comment are generally the most honest.
ME: "How about I join you?"
HWR: "What for, you can't fuck me anymore so I'd rather use a dildo."
ME: "That's harsh."
HWR: "I didn't mean for it to come out that way."
ME: "Make sure brain is engaged before putting mouth into gear."
HWR: "You're right I'm sorry."
ME: "You can be really mean sometimes."
HWR: "I'm sorry, let it go"

She's right of course. ED is cruel. Though I can fuck her, but it's always sloppy seconds. Yeah we tried a dildo followed by lube to simulate ss, I guess there's nothing like the real thing.

 

[2wheel]

Tuesday 4/14. Well another week of self-imposed incarceration. Another week of HWR's continuous masturbation. Sorry to say it can get kinda boring, the same old same old. She's using the same dildo and vibe, same position, missionary, same location, in bed. On Wednesday I suggested that she may want to change it up. She reminded me in no uncertain terms that she "Jill's off for her pleasure not mine". First time I'd ever heard her use that term.

Mid-afternoon Thursday she apparently took my suggestion. She came to her easy chair in the great room with a towel, a different dildo & a different vibrator. She striped, laid down the towel, sat down, spread her legs and masturbated. It was nice to see she took my suggestion, but not nice the way she 'put me in my place', it could have, should have gone completely differently. As usual she was giving her pussy a good workover and I heard the sound of leaf blowers, the landscapers were busy doing our house, and we have open blinds in the great room. I mentioned they were here, she said she heard them and if I didn't care neither does she. I told her to continue. By the way the community has a strict rule on landscapers, if they look into a window they're unemployed, YES, that rule has been enforced, also I figured chances are they can't see in anyway as we have 'coated glass' windows. My attitude is, if you take a peek "have a good look & enjoy it".

Anyway several orgasms later she told me that I can lick her to another if I wanted. I got on my knees between her legs, I had my phone in my hand in an effort to sneak a pic, she told I don't need my phone, I told her sorry, forse of habit and put it down. Photo opportunity gone. I did lick her to another orgasm, when it subsided she just sat there with her hand on her pussy gently petting it.

If you've read our story you know she's crazy about photos. While cleaning out my desk (a lot of time on my hands) I came across a photo of us, circa 1995-2000, I can't actually date it, I cropped to her image, nobody here is interested is seeing me.

 

[JaknSuz]

Wow....nice looking lady. If you suddenly go M.I.A. we'll know she found out you posted her pic! 😱

 

[2wheel]

Wow....nice looking lady. If you suddenly go M.I.A. we'll know she found out you posted her pic! 😱

Thanks, she still is. Photos don't do her justice, she doesn't photograph well.

We are bikers, or should I say motorcyclists, but did ride with 1%ers at times. Wherever we went she would gather a crowd. To top it off she'd wear chaps, t-shirt, no bra. One could almost mop up the drool. I never understood what she saw in me.

If she finds out I'm on-line with details of our, her sex life and any photos "the defecation will certainly impact the rotary oscillator".

1st wife was Italian, Siciliian extraction actually. She'd casually say, "revenge was best served cold while one is asleep".

 

[2wheel]

Monday 4/20. It's been another week of masturbation for HWR as we continue self-imposed house arrest.

Friday 4/17 my final visit to the wound care doc. She gave me a clean bill of health and sent me on my way.

Sunday 4/19 I decided to be a bit aggressive. As we were again watching TV I went to her easy chair pushing it to the upright position and taking her Kindle and putting it down. I got on my knees and leaned for a kiss, then went for a deeper kiss. She responded in kind. Kissing for HWR is her #1 turn-on. We kissed deeper and longer and I felt her shimmy closer to me and try to rub herself on my torso. I lifted her shirt and suck on her nipples then back to kissing. In a few more minutes of kissing I was greeted with something I hadn't in a very long time, decades actually, an orgasm from kissing.

I took her hand and helped her up, she took her Rollator and into the bedroom we went. We stripped and got into bed, after she took a pain pill. I got between her legs and we again kissed and I licked her body from her neck to her groin, when I felt the time was right I got up on my knees. I put my now fairly stiff cock against her clit and she took her Magic Wand (Big John) put on my cock, flipped it on and pressed me against her. I didn't even try to get in her, that would be an exercise in futility. Within 3 minutes I was dribbling a meager amount of cum on her clit and labia as we orgasmed together.

It was good but couldn’t tell whether it was an act of desperation on her part, or was pity, not sure which, but either way it was enjoyable.

 

[2wheel]

Monday 4/27, the 6th week of self-imposed house arrest.

HWR continues her 'masturbation tour' not taking advantage of me at all.

Yesterday was a typical day:
3am Alarm for 1st round of meds (thyroid) - back to ...... within 1 minute
4am Alarm for 2nd round of meds (pain & lupus) toilet visit
4:15am Return from toilet - Big John - 2 orgasms
4:18am Back to ......
10:04am I woke her asking if she wanted to get up or ...... - she said ...... - I heard Big John buzzing as I reached the door
11:30am I woke her asking again if she wanted to get up or ...... - she said she'd get up - that she'd be out in a bit - she headed to the toilet
11:45am I peeked in the bedroom - she was busy with Big John and a dildo
12:00pm She came out of the bedroom - alarm for round 3 of meds (pain)
12:15pm We eat
12:45pm She went to her easy chair and put on Hallmark - she loves romance movies - I call it the virgin channel - nobody ever has sex in these movies
3:00pm Hallmark movie ends
3:05pm She got into the shower
3:20pm She got into bed with Big John and her dildo
3:30pm She called me into the bedroom and told me to use the dildo on her - I did as told
3:50pm Satisfaction received. 4 orgasms with me steering the dildo
3:55pm She's asleep dildo on the end table - Big John still in hand
4:00pm Alarm for round 4 meds (lupus)
5:45pm I wake her for dinner - she says she'll be out in a few minutes - I hear buzzing as I reach the door
6:05pm She rolls out for dinner
6:55pm Dinner over - She heads to her easy chair and puts on Grace & Frankie
8:00pm Alarm for round 5 meds (pain)
9:00pm We head to bed - she detours to the toilet
9:20pm Gets ready for bed - brush teeth, sets up meds for following morning, etc.
9:45pm Gets into bed - says she's horny - uses the lube, her favorite dildo & Big John - asks me to suck her nipples - 5 orgasms
10:10pm She falls asleep

 

[JaknSuz]

The most alarming note I saw was 6:55 pm. Suz has watched Grace & Frankie too, but I steadfastly refuse to look at it. I detest and despise Hanoi Jane. 💩 Otherwise....hopefully you will get to tag Big John out so he can rest!

 

[2wheel]

Jane Fonda, a lot of people feel as you do. It bothers me no more or less than Dennis Rodman and No. Korea. What really bothers me is when a US President stands on the world stage and announces he believes the leader of our adversary instead of our intelligence agencies.

Big John is durable, that thing has been in almost daily use for decades, I'm not exaggerating. I remember how we heard about it. It was on a call-in morning sex-talk show on a very small AM local radio station that was located about a mile for my home, WRKL. The host was Bob Fitzsimmons and we were on our daily trek to work when we heard of it. We ordered it 'mail-order', there was no real internet at the time, it was so long ago it was still ARPAnet. If I remember correctly it was over a hundred bucks, a lot of money at the time, early 90s. I've repaired it a few times, the drawbacks: it's corded (but the 110 volts gives it the power) and over the years it's become noisy as hell.

It's a keeper. I think if you told her she have to decide whether Big John goes or I do, I think she's be hard pressed to not keep Big John. I am amazed at how resilient her pussy is, I remember the old Timex watch tag line. "Takes a licking and keeps on ticking." I've seen it take hundreds of dicks, thousand of dildos and thousands of orgasms and it looks and feels like a 16 year old pussy.

 

[JaknSuz]

LOL....you can't hurt those things. Hell...….I had one stretched all the way over my head back in 1957! 😱

 

[2wheel]

Life in the time of Covid19
Monday 5/25
This is the 1st update in 3 weeks. The gated community we live is still under lockdown for all indoor amenities and just started to open up outdoor amenities: baseball, pools, bocce, tennis, pickle ball, etc., with page of rules. We continue to be in what I call "self-imposed house arrest". We're both seniors, that puts us in the high risk category and HWR has medical issues that put her at extreme high risk. So we're not taking any chances. We haven't been to a restaurant since mid-march nor into a supermarket since then either. All groceries are purchased from supermarkets that have curbside pickup, I order on-line and they put it in the trunk, when I unload I spray everything with hydrogen peroxide and let it sit for more than the 1 minute prescribed time (these are CDC recommendations). We have cancelled all non-critical medical appointments seeing only a single doctor monthly for her to get her pain medication scrips, the MD insists upon seeing her, he meets us in the parking lot and slides the scrips through a partially open car window.

Of course this has taken a toll on HWR's hotwifing activities. We've had zero contact with anyone else. She's been masturbating numerous times a day trying to cope with the PGAD she has. As she says it's satisfying but it still not the real thing, no closeness, no warm breath, no cum. But it'll have to do. When CV19 1st started it was shortly after a failed GB and she was talking about trying it again.

She says she been in contact with her 2 regulars, Mr. commuter & the bartender.

Mr. Commuter wants her to break our rule and have him here, he says he has plenty of time since his place of business is temporarily shuttered with no reopen date yet. He says he doesn't know about a mulligan on the GB, that a lot of guys were pissed at him and now he doesn't even know if they'll be back to work, so it's gonna take a very very back burner.

The bartender is also out if work and he's not sure he'll even remain in the area, if Hilton Head doesn't return to the vacation spot it was he'll move on. He says he's not moving now cause all other locales are also in 'lockdown'. He didn't ask for a visit but HWR did tell him that she's not entertaining anyone right now, he said that he understood and it was a smart decision.

The side benefit for me is that masturbation hasn't been enough for her as she's started to 'make moves on me'. Last week twice. All at her initiation, Tuesday 5/11 4:15am produced 7 orgasms for her all toy driven we both steered. It was a very good morning.

Saturday 5/16 10:15am was a good morning as well, Only 2 orgasms for her. #2 was after I had cum on her pussy and licked it all off. Then she tried herself watching me as I used Big John and got myself off a 2nd time, hell, that hasn't happened in ages, she couldn't cum again that she was done for now.

Tuesday 5/19 she told me to use her fave dildo on her as she used Big John while I jerk off. 5 orgasms for her, none for me.

Friday 5/22 she told me watch her masturbate and use my own Magic Wand. She had 4 orgasms I had 1, she continued after I was done, telling me she'd call me if she needed me again. I went into the great room to watch TV & wait, she rolled out about 30 minutes later

My favorite restaurant has closed for good thanks to CV19, The Golden Corral, a great buffet. I mused to HWR that this might be the end of buffet and cafeteria style dining. She added that it might also be the end of hotwifing. Mr. commuter is DOA, his work is closed so any leads from there are DOA, the bartender is DOA, the college is closed so that's also DOA. And to add insult to injury Gayle said they were thinking of relocating closer to their ...... and new grandchild.

In a nut shell she's not happy and the idea of not seeming another guy fuck NY beloved wife is a real downer. Yeah I'm gettin' some from her but miss being a bystander watching her fuck.

 

[JaknSuz]

We're pretty much in the same situation. Suz hasn't fucked anybody else since February, and she is hornier than a 4 balled Tom Cat! I have given her more orgasms than I can count, but she loves the rush of fucking strangers. Hopefully, we can get back to semi normal soon.

 

[2wheel]

We're pretty much in the same situation. Suz hasn't fucked anybody else since February, and she is hornier than a 4 balled Tom Cat! I have given her more orgasms than I can count, but she loves the rush of fucking strangers. Hopefully, we can get back to semi normal soon.

That's funny.

I can tell you she's in a somewhat depressed state right now. It's like biorhythm when all axis cross paths at the same time at a low point.

Yeah, I am the recipient of her attention, but in reality I'm not sure which I prefer more: watching her have sex with others OR having sex with me. It is very very addictive. I feel just as deprived as she does or should I say depraved. LOL!

There's an old movie, The War Of The Worlds (1953), Martians invade the Earth, we can't beat them, last line of move as the Martians fall dead: "The Martians had no resistance to the bacteria in our atmosphere to which we have long since become immune. Once they had breathed our air, germs, which no longer affect us, began to ...... them. The end came swiftly. All over the world, their machines began to stop and fall. After all that men could do had failed, the Martians were destroyed and humanity was saved by the littlest things, which God, in His wisdom, had put upon this Earth." (Disclaimer, I don't believe in God.)

If we feel helpless, we should. Only time will dictate all our futures.

 

[2wheel]

Thursday 6/12 Lockdown is a bitch. But HWR has been more interested in me, perhaps desperation perhaps, mercy, really doesn't matter I've been enjoying the attention. But will it end when she back fucking another guys, it's only a matter time of, and only time will tell.

Saturday morning after her 4am meds she reached over and grabbed my dick then took Big John and got herself off. She used Big John on me as she rubbed herself, telling me "I want us to cum together". I told "not if she keeps doing that". In a few minutes I told her that I was close, if she continues I'll cum. She stopped and went back to herself, she must have been on the verge as she had a 2nd orgasm in seconds, literally. She removed Big John for a few minutes and went back to her clit telling me to kiss her. I did as instructed and she had a convulsive 3rd orgasm. I thought she suck my tongue out of my head. When it was over she when back to work on my cock with Big John, while rubbing herself with her free hand. A few minutes and I told her I was again close, she told me to cum, as always, I complied. She put Big John back on her clit and told me that she wanted to lick up my cum. If you've been following this thread you know that after a TURP I was rarely ejaculating and when I did it was meager at best. That has changed slightly I ejaculate all the time again but the loads are still small. I re-positioned myself and she licked the small load off my abdomen and sucked my dick until she had another orgasm.

Being a hotwife husband I have no issues with her and other men. But being the ...... that I am I had the opportunity to look through her cell phone and took complete advantage. This was the only thing I found. She generally doesn't let it out of her sight so I seized the opportunity and I took a while to get these screen shots and get rid of the trail. But her it is, thought you'd be interested.

 

[2wheel]

We're still in 'self-imposed house arrest' and HWR is remaining on her masturbation tour, 5-8 times a day. Occasionally she does use me but it doesn't include fucking, not that we don't want to I can't get hard enough to enter her. So I'm relegated to oral and toys. However, something is better than nothing but it does feel like pity.

If you've been following this thread you know we live in a senior community. It's a gated community of about 8500 rooftops consisting of 'neighborhoods' geographically defined. Our neighborhood is about 100 rooftops. We are the 1st house in the neighborhood which is good as we've found that seniors, especially senior women are nosey, catty, cliquish & gossipy. So being the 1st house few know the goings on of our life. The neighbor across the street has owns 3 homes so they're here about 3-4 months year. Our neighbor next-door has 2 homes, there also snowbirds residing here about 5-6 months a year. Beyond that I barely know anyone else's name though they know me due to my high profile community involvement.

Houses here are fairly close, our house is so situated that we are far apart from in the front, only next-door neighbor but very narrow at the rear. Every morning I'm out back watering some plants we have on the rear patio. Yesterday I hear a voice calling me by name. It took few minutes to determine where it was coming from.

ME: "Hello who is it, where are you?"
NDN: "Good morning, I'm over here."
ME: "Hi, sorry didn't see you behind the bushes."
NDN: "How are you & the misses?"
ME: "We're good, staying safe. And you & yours?"
I didn't remember either of their names.
NDN: "We're good."
ME: "Yeah fucked up times huh?"
NDN: "Sure is. We haven't interacted without anyone since March."
ME: "Neither have we."
NDN: "What are doing for food?"
ME: "I tried one of the on-line food service company's, but mostly I order on-line and pickup, they put the stuff in the trunk."
NDN: "We've been pretty much doing the same thing but did some restaurant curbsides. I need ask to you something."
ME: "OK."
NDN: "I was used to seeing a lot of different cars in your driveway, now none. What's up with that?"
HWR & I had a plan should we be questioned, she cuts hair.
ME: "Yeah, lockdown, you know, no social contact."
NDN: "Yeah that I knew, but all the cars, is what I was wondering?"
ME: "XXXXXX gives haircuts."
NDN: "I'm a bit of insomniac, middle of the night haircuts, huh?"
ME: "You know, people work different shifts."
NDN: "Haircuts, huh, that's what it's called these days huh?"
ME: "Yeah, you know."
NDN: "How can I get in on some of those haircuts?"
ME: "Gotta go, see you soon, stay safe."

Fuck, it feels like our secret is out of the bag, at least with our next door neighbor.

Not sure what to do. Do I tell him what's going on? Do I tell her what's going on? We kept to our rule and stayed away from anyone we know (except for one slipup). Is the convenient worth the risk? If he suspects, how many others suspect as well? Is he another old guy that can't get it up? Risk vs reward. Now that he suspects, how can I make the ruse believable, do I 'die with the lie'? If he is refused will be out us from revenge or if he is accepted will he out us as bragging? For the first time since this journey began I'm at a loss.

 

[JaknSuz]

The only way he could know is if y'all had the windows open in Spring or Fall when you didn't really need AC. If she is loud, he may have overheard the fun. I'd never admit to anything, and just play dumb. Stick to your story, and tell it the same way every time. We have no problem with nosey neighbors at home in NC, but it's a different story at our beach place in Myrtle Beach. We are actually in a campground, and own a permanent spot with a park model. We have to be very careful about hosting men here if either neighbor on both sides of us is here when we are. Suz has to be even more careful about solo fucking when she is here by herself. She has been suspected a few times by the neighborhood busy bodies, but never caught yet. She has regulars that fuck her every year when they come here to camp, and also plenty of regulars who live close by. Most of her close by guys can host, so that's better. If the neighbors are in, and it's difficult for her to host here, she will sometimes meet guys at the local adult arcade and fuck in one of the private rental rooms.

 

[2wheel]

Old folk are nosey, it's like a hobby. Many times her regulars show up at odd hours, 3am haircut is tough to sell. She hasn't had another guy since March, and we can't fuck, she's irritable, testy, sad and moody. Can he be the antedote, should he be. I think I'm gonna leave it in his court and see how it plays out.

 

[2wheel]

Well, he picked up the ball and ran a bit with it.

Since my discussion with the next door neighbor I've been on the lookout for him, actually changing my routine so as not to be out back too late in the morning and it worked as we've not seen each other, until yesterday morning.

NDN: "Good morning."
I hear the voice and it takes me moment to identify the source.
ME: "Good morning."
NDN: "How are you guys doing?"
ME: "We're good, and you?"
NDN: "We're good too."
ME: "Fucked up times, huh?"
NDN: "Sure is."
ME: "Where's your other half?"
NDN: "Sound asleep, more like sound dead. She sleeps like the dead, a bomb could go off and she'd ...... through it."
ME: "Mine too, deep and long ......."
NDN: "Did you think about what we talked about?"
ME: "Sometimes I'm a bit slow on the uptake. What exactly are you saying?"
NDN: "We both know she's not giving haircuts, lots of odd hours and a lot of the same men over and over only days apart."
ME: "And?"
NDN: "I'm not saying a word to anyone about anything."
ME: "No one, not even your wife, not that there's anything to say?"
NDN: "Especially not her."
ME: "OK, and?"
NDN: "I don't want to cast aspersions or anything."
ME: "I appreciate that."
NDN: "You know for a while there was a brothel here in Sun City."
ME: "Yeah, I know on Honesty lane."
NDN: "Kind of ironic huh?"
ME: "Yup."
NDN: "We're not talking the same thing are we?"
ME: "Fuck no!"
NDN: "So it's a freebie situation then huh?"
ME: "I don't know what to say."
NDN: "Yes or now would work."
ME: "Why are you so interested in our lifestyle?"
NDN: "Lifestyle huh. Because I'm interested in joining y'all."
ME: "I don't know how to responds."
NDN: "Yes or no works fine about now."
ME: "Uh huh."
NDN: "Look, what happens here stays here. I know what's going on. Cars & men at odd times. Only the bedroom is lit. Haircuts my ass. I want in on the action."
ME: "How do you know when the bedroom ligths are on?"
DND: "I'm an insomniac, I'm up very early."
ME: "This is gossipy neighborhood, and we like our life to be filled with discretion."
NDN: "I know discretion when I see it."
ME: "That's what everyone says."
NDN: "We were swingers in our old life many moons ago. So we know discretion."
ME: "Alrighty then."
NDN: "Where do we go from here?"
ME: "Don't you think you're a bit old for this kinda thing?"
NDN: "No! I can still get it up and I can still perform."
ME: "I'm at a loss for words."
NDN: "Do you set up her dates or does she setup her own?"
ME: "Right to the point huh?"
NDN: "Yup TCB. Let me know, I'm real convenient. Things could work out real well."
ME: "Gotta go, stay safe."
NDN: "Yeah you too, give my best to the Mrs. and let me know, we can have fun."

I'm starting to warm to the idea. Just not there yet.