i am an emotional sadist. 🙂 when i am not allowed to watch, i creep up to the door and listen and when i hear the moaning, i get a pit in my stomach and i sweat profusely. I literally have sweat dripping of me, and have to go back to my room. Hours later when she comes to bed, she is smiling and i ask was it good, and she says something like "hell yes" and i usually cum about 3 seconds later. every 3-6 months i have that day when i wish i had never introduced her to lifestyle but i get through it by thinking how great a husband i am to let her explore like this.