Oh I totally agree, my x bf had a lovely 8" thick cut cock. Used to fuck and abuse my faggot mouth when we'd 69 with him on top choking and gagging me,then he'd laugh. I loved it.
I'm surprised you didn't want to suck more cock. Luckily I had a bf for 2ys after we 1st hooked up and after the 1st time I was hooked. Now I crave cock as much as pussy.