I am trying to wrap my head around this. I have had this fantasy for quite some time of my wife doing a MFM with 2 other men. I jerk off to MFM porn regularly, not exclusively but often. After years of thinking about this I brought it up recently with it as a long term option. Long story short arranged for a common friend to join us to start as she isn't ready for strangers, maybe not ready for anything at all so I set it up and wound up she joined he and his GF (not MFM) and it didn't really work for a couple reasons. I sometimes travel for work, this week is one of those times. Her friend just got divorced and has a giant empty house she will likely sell but has use of. We decided she should spend the week over there with her friend wjile I am gone and they can explore possibly finding a way forward, meet someone possibly but either way she has to have attraction and input.
So here we are less than 3 weeks later we have gone from full manogomy to her out with her girlfriend and having a pic sent to me with a very large cock being stuffed down my wifes throat. Her friend is really dictating how this happens and how much I can communicate with her until I get back as she took my wifes phone. I feel like this happened a little fast. Of course not being able to talk to her about currently has my mind messing with me and making me wonder if we were ready. I guess its more was I ready, clearly she has been able to get there.
I don't feel jealous, its weird. I feel more like I was foolish and acted on something I could have just kept as a fantasy. Have others gone through this, is it normal?
So here we are less than 3 weeks later we have gone from full manogomy to her out with her girlfriend and having a pic sent to me with a very large cock being stuffed down my wifes throat. Her friend is really dictating how this happens and how much I can communicate with her until I get back as she took my wifes phone. I feel like this happened a little fast. Of course not being able to talk to her about currently has my mind messing with me and making me wonder if we were ready. I guess its more was I ready, clearly she has been able to get there.
I don't feel jealous, its weird. I feel more like I was foolish and acted on something I could have just kept as a fantasy. Have others gone through this, is it normal?