For a few years now I know that my husband has had a secret fantasy about the “cheating wife”. I have found porn on his computer and sites where he reads stories about it. Last year, we were at a wedding and he was very ...... and when we were having sex he dirty talked directly about how hot it would be if I was cheating on him. He doesn’t remember that night much but the fact that he said it out loud made me believe it is a real fantasy and it’s what he wants.
So I would like to know opinions of whether or not I am doing something good or bad right now. For the last 6 months I have been cheating on him. He doesn’t know that I am. He is secretly living his fantasy and the stories he reads and porn he watches is happening in real life. I sometimes feel guilty like I am doing something wrong but other times I get very excited about it all.
I think I am giving him what he wants and I will eventually tell him about it. I am nervous about finally telling him, but so excited to to reveal that I have been giving him his biggest fantasy.
So I would like to know opinions of whether or not I am doing something good or bad right now. For the last 6 months I have been cheating on him. He doesn’t know that I am. He is secretly living his fantasy and the stories he reads and porn he watches is happening in real life. I sometimes feel guilty like I am doing something wrong but other times I get very excited about it all.
I think I am giving him what he wants and I will eventually tell him about it. I am nervous about finally telling him, but so excited to to reveal that I have been giving him his biggest fantasy.