You have to have a primal respect and attraction to cock to want to see your wife take it from other men. There's nothing wrong with that. The rules of the sex game are just different from the rules of daily life. It's not Gay unless YOU think it is. I guess one has to ask themselves what does gay mean t you. I think a lot of us here have an attraction and respect for strong cock but aren't interested in an affectionate relationship with other men. If you are, thats great too!