Cucks.- how old were you when got into this lifestyle / fetish?

I had a semi girlfriend as a young teen. I say semi cuz we would date and go steady but she never took me seriously as far as being a lover. The reason was because my cock was very small and I was submissive. I adored her and we were like best friends although she loved to humiliate me and being submissive,I kind of enjoyed that too. Negative attention was better than no attention from her. She let me know early on that she didn't consider me masculine enough to have sex with her because of my size but I held out hope anyway. She did let me give her oral which I loved and I would tell her how tasty and juicy her pussy always was. She would laugh and giggle every time I said things like that. What I didn't know was that she was fucking other guys and using me to clean her. Me being so naive I didn't have a clue. She kept her promiscuity from me pretty well till one day we had a fight and and she blurted out that she was fucking everyone but me because I was a tiny dicked loser. She told me I was nothing but her clean up bitch and that her juicy pussy I loved to eat was really other guys cum.She told me the names of all the guys who's cum I ate out of her pussy,many of them were my best buddies.She also told me all the girls think I'm pathetic and would never consider going out with me. Oddly this turned me so much I almost creamed in my pants.She was only with me cuz she got off on humiliating me and using me. In an act of total surrender and submissiveness I apologized , getting on my knees and begged her to take me back. I told her I wanted it to be like it was before.She was my only hope for any kind of contact with a girl and I learned to enjoyed the idea of being her little bitch. I told her I knew my place now and would do her bidding. She took me back to my great joy and over time added exciting new things to our quirky relationship. Of course she dated what she called "real men" while I had to accept her infidelity but I always looked foreward to licking up her sloppy crotch after she had a date. She continued to give out that giggle after that when I submissively cleaned her.

My relationship with my Filipina ex-gf was similar albeit nowhere near as extreme. I took her virginity and we fucked like rabbits at first. Slowly but surely the tables turned. She started to get off on mildly humiliating me, first by snowballing my own cum into my mouth after her daily epic blowjobs. Then we'd look at porn and she'd comment on every guy who had a bigger cock than my 5.5". Then she said she had heard that one of her co-workers was really hung, and wanted to have him join us in a session, but not fuck him, just jerk him off. And that of course led to her fucking his 8.5" in front of me and snowballing his cum into my mouth. Some girlfriends just naturally lump guys into a beta role that involves your being submissive to them, and your choice is to accept it or break it off, or more commonly the first then the second. And usually the longer you stay in that beta role, the more of someone else's cum you'll be ingesting LOL.
 
My relationship with my Filipina ex-gf was similar albeit nowhere near as extreme. I took her virginity and we fucked like rabbits at first. Slowly but surely the tables turned. She started to get off on mildly humiliating me, first by snowballing my own cum into my mouth after her daily epic blowjobs. Then we'd look at porn and she'd comment on every guy who had a bigger cock than my 5.5". Then she said she had heard that one of her co-workers was really hung, and wanted to have him join us in a session, but not fuck him, just jerk him off. And that of course led to her fucking his 8.5" in front of me and snowballing his cum into my mouth. Some girlfriends just naturally lump guys into a beta role that involves your being submissive to them, and your choice is to accept it or break it off, or more commonly the first then the second. And usually the longer you stay in that beta role, the more of someone else's cum you'll be ingesting LOL.
Sooner or later the pecking order arranges itself and the smaller you are the closer you end up towards the bottom. So if you are really small, then get used to eating a larger mans cum or get used to being lonely. When we first got married I resisted having to be subordinate to her boyfriend and eating the creampie he always gave to my wife. She responded by putting me into a chastity cage and when I was off work I was restricted to my room.She would have a boyfriend over and I could hear them fucking in the master bedroom while I was required to sit on the edge of my small bed in my little 12 x 12 foot room. The deal was, that would be where I spent all my spare time untill I agreed to be their submissive cuckold and do cleanup and other demeaning tasks. She finally broke my sprit and I learned where my place is. As time went on I started to get a sexual turn on from living as her pathetic bitch as she was fond of calling me. I was not a man in her eyes and was never allowed to fuck her. The only way I could touch her was with my tongue when cleaning her creampie or getting her ready for her man. The chastity cage seldom came off but once in a while if I was on good behavoir she might take it off me and let me sit on the floor at her feet and jerk off.The cage then quickly went back on and I had to lick up my own mess while being ridiculed and laughed at.
 
When I was a teenager, I was at one of those neighborhood cookouts and for whatever reason I noticed that my friends Mom was overly flirting with this younger guy, and the husband had no clue and I watched it unfold all night with it ending in me watching my friends mom fuck this young guy and going back to her house and husband as he left the party to put their kids to bed .. and she stayed and fucked was just such a turn on to me, without him knowing, or maybe he know but that was my fantasy was that he didn’t know..
 
My relationship with my Filipina ex-gf was similar albeit nowhere near as extreme. I took her virginity and we fucked like rabbits at first. Slowly but surely the tables turned. She started to get off on mildly humiliating me, first by snowballing my own cum into my mouth after her daily epic blowjobs. Then we'd look at porn and she'd comment on every guy who had a bigger cock than my 5.5". Then she said she had heard that one of her co-workers was really hung, and wanted to have him join us in a session, but not fuck him, just jerk him off. And that of course led to her fucking his 8.5" in front of me and snowballing his cum into my mouth. Some girlfriends just naturally lump guys into a beta role that involves your being submissive to them, and your choice is to accept it or break it off, or more commonly the first then the second. And usually the longer you stay in that beta role, the more of someone else's cum you'll be ingesting LOL.
My ex filipina gf went a step further. How far did she push you into letting your self go?
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My High School Sweetheart and l were both 17 when took each other's virginity. A Man could not have asked for a more beautiful, sweeter girl to share that initial lovemaking than her. It was 1978. The number 1 pin-up poster was the one of Farrah Fawcett. The one with her hard nipples making their prescense very well known pressing against the sheer fabric of her top, or maybe exercise leotard. My Sweetheart was from the same mold as Farrah Fawcett, with a touch of southern dialect in her speech.
Soon after we began dating we began reading to one another from those small Penthouse Letters magazine. Get this---My elder Sister would hand them down to me as she finished reading them. (Thanks Sis !)
My girl noticed how exceptionally turned on l became when reading letters of the genre of HotWife/Cuckold/CheatingWife/Voyeurism. We soon began discussing how hot that would be as married folk. How if played well, could be a couple's special little secret.
My Sweetheart expressed a desire to be able to ignite me with such wild passion, but doubted when it came down to it whether she would have the courage to follow thru completely, resulting in maximum impact for Yours Truly.
The subject continued to pop up occasionally in our dreaming, fantasy talks. I never pressed the issue. Just affirmed if and when she did something like that for me, it would be wildly appreciated and never forgotten by me. Also making clear to her that l did not want this as an excuse to go after other women. I very much recognized l had a future "Trophy Wife".
She had an after school/weekend job at a fast-food, hamburger joint. If not the most attractive, certainly Top Tier level of Beauty. She lovingly and teasingly told me of some of her male co-worker's advances towards her. I echoed "I don't blame them a bit !" .....Then step back from her, letting her see me checking her body out thoroughly, then furthering my compliment to her with a " Damnit Girl ! UH uh uhmmm". I loved it when she would come back with her cute giggle.
I picked her up for a date one time and saw she was clearly hyped up. After a time, and as we were making out. she confessed she took her break time with a fellow co-worker. In his car, parked at the far end of their parking lot, alone, just the two of them, in his car.
I interject something along the lines like " Oooh Baby, alone with you? Parked way back in the back?.....Uh ummm...How could he keep his cool?"
She says she seen she was having a "Certain" effect on the boy. (Who was incidently 1 year younger than either of us) Then sexy as hell she lays a hand on his obviously stiffening adolescent member. I tell her at this point the lad believes he is dreaming, or has already passed from this world and is enjoying getting to know his first Angel.
She related she freed the turgid member from its confines and engulfed it with her mouth. I am sure the lad was delirious by that point. She thought he refrained from cumming too soon fairly well, with all things considered.
He was a charming young man and l am sure he cherishes her memory as much as l do.
We gradually drifted apart. Seeking different paths in this big world. A year or so later l became enamored with a stunning waitress at the diner closest to where l worked at the time. I left generous tips, compliments, and never left without asking her to go out with me at least once.
Eventually she holds up her hand, showing me a new ring, and announcing she was engaged to marry her High School Sweetheart.
Me pitifully hooked by her stunning good looks, refuses to accept defeat. Imploring her with, "Now it is all the more absolutely necessary you go out with me at least once.....Or you will drive yourself crazy wondering what that fella was really like, One on One."
That did it......She answered my plea with the broadest, and warmest of smiles. Accompanied by her sweet, "Alright. I will go out with you one time."
The day and time were quickly agreed upon. To relieve her of any worry of being spotted by anyone associated with her fiance, I make reservations at a fine restaurant a good 40 miles away.
Dinner begins the night of enchantment. We end up back at my place. A Man-of-The-World friend of mine recommends Chablis served in nice wine glasses. Swears it is a sure-fire way to get women horny. I have a very nice Chablis and two new wine glasses ready and waiting.
There is obvious chemistry going on between us. There was but one way this attraction would culminate. We spent nearly all that night in each other's arms. Wrapped in mutual bliss......
Long story, short,.......she married the other guy. I did what l believed was the right thing to do in those circumstances....Outside of work, stayed whiskey ...... for the next six months.
One night late, around 10 pm, on a weekday night, l hear a car pull up in my driveway. Looking out, its her!....What?????? She sticks her married head out of her married car and asks, "Can l park my car in your garage?"
Not bothering with any why's or what's going on's l give her a nod "Yes" and head for the garage door, hoisting it up in a swift, fluid motion. Closing it conclusively as soon as she clears the opening. My brain flashes with all the worst thoughts. She's on the run. We are both about to be......
She ejects from the driver's seat and embraces me as if there's no tomorrow. I figure, well, it sure is gonna be a romantic sendoff for us two young lovers.....
She tells me she missed me somethin' awful. Can't live without me........I'm wonderin', .....just how much longer we got to live?.....
Inside my humble abode she explains in more detail. "No man ever filled me like you. I never cum on a man's dick like you made me cum. In fact, I never cum with a man's dick in me until l cum with you. And l.......don't want to go without it in my life.
No woman complimented me as well, and as memorably as that beautiful woman.
I got her a secretarial job with the company l worked for. I was already building confidence in my judgement with my superiors. With a little good intentioned exaggeration of the truth l got her a foothold in management. We both thought fate would eventually bring us together. It didn't. We always stayed close. I mounted her regularly before, during, and after her first two marriages. She confided a few nuances about each of her first two husbands. Me the same about various girlfriends. Her husband number 2 was a bit more prolific with his fantasies. Saying it was his dream of all time to see her as the center of attention in a well-attended gang-bang. I added to that thought l was POSITIVE she could handle it very well indeed !
Taking all of her comments and confidences shared, and putting them together with the factual memories of me getting together with her two, three, and sometimes four times a week. Ejaculating no less than twice each rendevous quite copious quantities of severely worked up semen by a young stallion such as Yours Truly in his twenties.......There was easily a better than even chance the more prolific husband number two might of noticed and then enjoyed some sloppy seconds.
Well this jst spurred me on to greater achievement! All told, our affair lasted a bit more than 10 years. Only ceasing after l married my one and only HotWife. I'm convinced the Good Lord led me to the best girl. Also l am forever grateful to have enjoyed the love, confidences, and memorable times with this special woman. Haven't seen her in about ten years. Heard she's on Husband number four, and he's a good un' by all reports. Hope she looks as fondly on me as l do her. Always.....
I shared my one and only HotWife with eleven lucky and appreciative men. She was inspiring.
 
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