I told a female friend (a psychologist) of mine what my wife thinks of me. She said that I must be hurt and feel bad. I said that I didn't mind, and like to hear what my wife is fantasizing about. She still loves me, she just isn't very interested in playing with me.
I still love to think about her pussy, just her pussy being enjoyed by another alpha male. She let me take photos of her today. I haven't gotten new photos in probably a couple years. My wife is super into fitness, and is still super hot.
I often play with myself while looking at photos of her and photos with some sort of cuckold caption about a guy not being main enough for his wife. My wife said she would have loved to have been with another man on our wedding night, but she is super sweet and said it would have been too mean. I said that it would not be mean if that is what I wanted. She says that I am a sissy, because my penis is not the size of a real man's penis.