I'm requesting input on my emotions while my wife is out with her bull/bulls. I have a lot of different emotions that I really can't describe to others or even myself.
Generally, she leaves for the night with little warning and I don't know which bull she'll be with or even how many bulls she'll be with. She may be gone for the night or leave Friday evening and return Sunday morning. I never know how long she'll be away.
Don't get me wrong, I love knowing she'll come home a little sore. She doesn't care about connecting with them on a romantic level. She just wants the pleasure of being used and knowing I have the pain of my cock trying to become erect in my cock cage and my balls being pulled nearly the entire time.
She or her bull/bulls send me pictures and videos of her being pleasured. I've skyped with them fucking the hell out of her, bondage, bdsm, etc.
It gets me so worked up I can't ...... while she's away. I don't know when or what they're doing to her at any given time unless we're on ... which isn't a lot.
When she returns home she's always so fucking horny knowing what I've been going thru that she attacks me. When I'm lucky and her cunt isn't sore I may get to fuck her. Other times she keeps my cage on and puts me thru a lot more frustration. The really bad part is when she ties me to the bed and edges me for a while and ruins several orgasms before putting my cage back on.
She wants to keep me frustrated and she's doing a really good job. All I can think about is her being used by other men and that make my balls ache really bad.
I would really appreciate the insight of other men to help me understand just what my emotions are because I'm really at a loss. I would appreciate the insight of other women on just what my wife is getting out of this and how I can make it better for her.
Generally, she leaves for the night with little warning and I don't know which bull she'll be with or even how many bulls she'll be with. She may be gone for the night or leave Friday evening and return Sunday morning. I never know how long she'll be away.
Don't get me wrong, I love knowing she'll come home a little sore. She doesn't care about connecting with them on a romantic level. She just wants the pleasure of being used and knowing I have the pain of my cock trying to become erect in my cock cage and my balls being pulled nearly the entire time.
She or her bull/bulls send me pictures and videos of her being pleasured. I've skyped with them fucking the hell out of her, bondage, bdsm, etc.
It gets me so worked up I can't ...... while she's away. I don't know when or what they're doing to her at any given time unless we're on ... which isn't a lot.
When she returns home she's always so fucking horny knowing what I've been going thru that she attacks me. When I'm lucky and her cunt isn't sore I may get to fuck her. Other times she keeps my cage on and puts me thru a lot more frustration. The really bad part is when she ties me to the bed and edges me for a while and ruins several orgasms before putting my cage back on.
She wants to keep me frustrated and she's doing a really good job. All I can think about is her being used by other men and that make my balls ache really bad.
I would really appreciate the insight of other men to help me understand just what my emotions are because I'm really at a loss. I would appreciate the insight of other women on just what my wife is getting out of this and how I can make it better for her.