Advice needed

Hi thanks for all replies

I deffinitly know she's not cheating. I have also shared these responses with her and she thinks and maybe i also think the 1st thread is not worded right or taken out of context.

In one moment im mad and raging hard about seeing her fuck another man and suck him off but then then next moment I'm doubting it and yea your probably right that fear of losing her to someone else and losing everything for a fantasy.

Maybe that's the risk and thrill of it that goes with this life style
You should try this lifestyle. You may both love it and get married or..... You may not like it yourself