It's what she looks for Sir. She gets tired of being with a wimp for a husband and needs a man with balls who wants to dominate. This must be why she cheated on me even though I'm a willing cuck, and tried to have another man's baby without my consent. She has no respect for me as a man and does what she wants with other men, it's her natural need and desire as a woman, and she gets a thrill when her lover disrespects and humiliates me, which I think enhanced the thrill. She needs a man with balls to take charge of her and her marriage, I've learned to swallow my pride and submit and be obedient and thankful my wife is getting what she needs from a better man.