As you should.
Life is short so go get what you need and want, you deserve it.
The first time you feel that cock part your lips, the head slide into your mouth and over your tongue, when you taste it for the first time and reach up and take those balls into your hand, taking in the taste and smell of the man sliding his cock in and out of your hungry mouth, you will be where you need to be, where your wife wants you and ready to serve the cock.
Once you've had your first one, you only want more...