Definitely not trying to play Freud or Sherlock here, but I still find myself intrigued by the desires or motives that led me to agree and then to enjoy sharing my wife with other men.
Trying to deepening a bit in my case, there are some facts or thoughts which might had caused some influence:
My mother was a very good manered and seemingly conservative person. But in the past while my father and her stayed separated for 1 year or so, I noticed she was having an sexual affair with a strange man. Very late at night she used to drag him upstairs to bang. And I kinda got excited about this; I always appreciated porn but I never saw myself as man with such extroverted personality or disinhibition. Then I never saw myself as a Dirk Diggler but as a Jack Horner guy or maybe a voyeur; I also felt very conflicted between jealousy and a more libertine or open liberal view of world and sex. I am twisted by those notions; My wife is both conservative and slutty in her own ways and finally recognizing that was to pull a trigger.
What about yourselves? We would love to hear about!
And a wife's picture because now we are certainly exhibitionits and voyeurs:
Trying to deepening a bit in my case, there are some facts or thoughts which might had caused some influence:
My mother was a very good manered and seemingly conservative person. But in the past while my father and her stayed separated for 1 year or so, I noticed she was having an sexual affair with a strange man. Very late at night she used to drag him upstairs to bang. And I kinda got excited about this; I always appreciated porn but I never saw myself as man with such extroverted personality or disinhibition. Then I never saw myself as a Dirk Diggler but as a Jack Horner guy or maybe a voyeur; I also felt very conflicted between jealousy and a more libertine or open liberal view of world and sex. I am twisted by those notions; My wife is both conservative and slutty in her own ways and finally recognizing that was to pull a trigger.
What about yourselves? We would love to hear about!
And a wife's picture because now we are certainly exhibitionits and voyeurs: