What’s up everybody? I am absolutely fascinated by hearing other peoples origin story about the cockling lifestyle. And I had a guy ask me how do you even get into this and I wanted to kind of share my origins story but see if anybody else had a very similar one to me. So for starters I was the fucking typical awkward fat kid author high school so I got absolutely no pussy so a lot of my sex life was back in those days jerking off to people on phone sex chat lines and a girl chubby girl who on her own would frequent adult movie theaters so my first initiation into sack was getting a blowjob and a porn theater, which quickly spiral to having men suck my dick at a porn theater, and ultimately me trying to suck a cock as well. so find out what happens in adult theaters and bookstores. I decided to get a job in a porn theater and then open my eyes for the first time ever I had seen couples come in and literally just watch a guys wife get gang fucked by a room, full of creepy old people , but definitely changed my perspective on what a marriage and a relationship could be. When I was around 19 or 20 the adult theater that I worked at was bought by a black guy who would often throw interracial parties on the weekends. He would call them VIP parties he would charge 20 bucks. Bring out some shitty liquor and then invite three or four married white couples in Anna whole bunch of black guys and , basically I would watch a BBC gangbang go down and talk to the husband. None of these guys were miserable. All of them were turned on and their wives were walking out of this place at four in the morning with a smile plastered across their face. Ever since then I have sort of fantasized Scheme on any woman I could as to how to get into the lifestyle until finally met the right girl lol. How did everybody else get into this? If you wouldn’t mind sharing your story I am truly curious.