As a Bull I applaud you. I've mentored many newbies over the years and a good deal of the men have this desire. Many of them keep it secret as well. A good bull can help you get through that. There are ways to take the pressure off a cuck husband so it happens by orders or direction or suggestion and that is that..no permissions needed..wink.. I am straight, but with the wife present and watching I enjoy a good cucksucking hubby that turns me on, in front of his wife.