She isn't going to go for topless, or naked resorts, or anywhere that is anything to do with swinging. I think the idea of swinging scares her. She doesn't want to share me.
This month sex has gone all vanilla and average now. The only chink of light was that she said, (after watching a TV show,) "If I fucked a guy at a party, and left my knickers behind, you would probably just laugh." This at least shows that she is starting to trust that she can do what she wants without fear of upsetting me.
Maybe i need to stop pleasuring her? So that she has to find it somewhere else.
She deserves to be promiscuous. I feel sick. It's such a waste.
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