Sharing in Real Time- Our Road to Sharing
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Interesting. We had very little rules. My only rule was do not fuck when my daughters were home. Otherwise the men had free range to do whatever they wanted.
It is unfortunate. My pain has gotten intense. Never thought it'd get here.
I haven't been able to talk to her, but she's flaunting her knew relationship with the same guy on social media. So it's super public. I hate that for two reasons. 1) It is obviously not fun to see what I'm missing out on. 2) I'm embarrassed for her for making such a spectacle out of herself.
From now on, I want to be the bull. Lol. I'll be actively looking for an opportunity.
I made a post today asking about the good, the bad and the ugly. These kinds of things are important, I believe, and I think it stands to reason that not every situation is the ideal we create in our minds. Having read this over a month after it happened, and not having finished the thread, I'm hoping the two of you are going to be able to work this out...
I think I really know where I went wrong in all this. I could expand/elaborate and chat about it. One thing I'll say is, if you want something too badly, you'll pay too high a price.
If you want more insights, let's pm each other.
I will admit, reading back through my narrative, it seems a bit over the top. I guess I was caught up in the afterglow and complete shock of the whole ordeal. I still couldn’t believe it had actually happened.
But, regardless of weather or not I needed to be so colorful in my description of the events, I at least got the story across. It happened.
The problem is, it was simply a point in time. I still get turned on reliving it in my mind, but that’s all I’ve got. I only witnessed it one time, and I never got to have sex with her after that. She left me not too long after that, and I’m tortured with the knowledge that I literally have been replaced in every way. Not just as sexual partner, but companion, confidant, lover, ally, friend, you name it. After 9 years, another man has it all.
I’m not saying it ends this way for everyone, but it did for me.
Now, I’m the bull always looking for a married woman. I’m not a super hung bull, but a bull nonetheless!
jeesuz christ - did she leave you for that guy? that is now one of the worst stories i've ever known. 🙁
Most cuckold relationships go the way it was intended and sometimes better. But you occasionally hear of a cuckold experience that went wrong. ...... happens.
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UPDATE:
Well, I bit. After what seems like forever, out of the blue, I get a message from her. She wanted to know if I was interested in having dinner. I started to refuse on principle, but I couldn’t help myself; so I agreed.
We met at a restaurant and had the most amazing time catching up; like picking up where we’d left off before all this fantasy stuff became reality. Inevitably, the talk meandered to “him”. I was a little dismayed to learn that they’re still seeing each other. But, to make a long story short, she said that they were both open to the idea of me having sex with her provided it was under his supervision.
Well... I agreed without hesitation. Again, all self respect aside. I thought, “remarkable... the roles are reversed!”
I met with them at the house that weekend and could not wait to retrace familiar ground I’d not seen in nearly a year or so. Not to mention, my dick hasn’t seen the inside of a vagina since I’d had sex with her before we went down this road.
She is looking better than ever, by the way.
We get to the bedroom, and everybody gets undressed... fortunately, he found a seat in a chair next to the bed. I climbed on top of her naked body and kissed her passionately. I felt so fortunate at this opportunity that I didn’t even care he was watching. Easing inside her vagina felt so amazing that I shuttered and moaned with delight as I began to thrust.
Here’s the kicker-
I’m going at it, feeling like I’ll blow my load in no time at all. I’d been thrusting maybe two whole minutes when, out of nowhere, I feel to large arms reach underneath me, one under my abs, one under my thighs, and lift me up like a fork lift. I’m carried through the air, my erect little dick pointing proudly down, and placed in the chair he’d been sitting in! Well, then he climbs on top and takes over.
Suddenly, I realize I’ve been played. I just pathetically used my hand to finish bringing me to climax and sat there watching him take over.
Just... wow...
Well, I bit. After what seems like forever, out of the blue, I get a message from her. She wanted to know if I was interested in having dinner. I started to refuse on principle, but I couldn’t help myself; so I agreed.
We met at a restaurant and had the most amazing time catching up; like picking up where we’d left off before all this fantasy stuff became reality. Inevitably, the talk meandered to “him”. I was a little dismayed to learn that they’re still seeing each other. But, to make a long story short, she said that they were both open to the idea of me having sex with her provided it was under his supervision.
Well... I agreed without hesitation. Again, all self respect aside. I thought, “remarkable... the roles are reversed!”
I met with them at the house that weekend and could not wait to retrace familiar ground I’d not seen in nearly a year or so. Not to mention, my dick hasn’t seen the inside of a vagina since I’d had sex with her before we went down this road.
She is looking better than ever, by the way.
We get to the bedroom, and everybody gets undressed... fortunately, he found a seat in a chair next to the bed. I climbed on top of her naked body and kissed her passionately. I felt so fortunate at this opportunity that I didn’t even care he was watching. Easing inside her vagina felt so amazing that I shuttered and moaned with delight as I began to thrust.
Here’s the kicker-
I’m going at it, feeling like I’ll blow my load in no time at all. I’d been thrusting maybe two whole minutes when, out of nowhere, I feel to large arms reach underneath me, one under my abs, one under my thighs, and lift me up like a fork lift. I’m carried through the air, my erect little dick pointing proudly down, and placed in the chair he’d been sitting in! Well, then he climbs on top and takes over.
Suddenly, I realize I’ve been played. I just pathetically used my hand to finish bringing me to climax and sat there watching him take over.
Just... wow...
What is her new bf cock size. Did your ex mention anything about the first time being better/worse/indifferent. What happened after he lifted you off? Did you stay and watch for very long.
Maybe it’s my pride, but I never thought he was that much bigger than me... in reality, he made has an extra 1/2 inch in length, but he’s much girthier than I am. I can only assume that’s what set him apart to begin with, although she never has gotten in to those details with me. Maybe she saves that for him, telling him how much bigger and better he is...
You might go back and read my story about watching her for the first time. It’s earlier in this thread, which chronicles the time leading up to our first time. I literally started this thread before it happened.
This time, I stuck around, but after I ejaculated, I went to the restroom to clean myself off, then went back to the room and watched them as I got dressed. As I watched, I became aware of the fact that she’d been silent when I’d been doing her, an the moment he jumped in, she excitedly wrapped her legs around him and proceeded to... make noise, shall we say. I had to acknowledge, they have a physical connection; a sexual chemistry we never shared. In a strange way, i almost feel a sense of pride in originally facilitating their pleasure, but it is euqally matches with extreme jealousy and a sense of loss.
Same with me. The sounds my wife made with her second cock (she was a virgin when she met me) we much louder and intense than anything she did with me. I am 5.5" long 4.5" around so very thin. My wife's second cock was an erotic massage that she agreed to but the guy was hung 7" but 6" around at least. I will post my story on here soon. We are still together but not player much lately as one ...... moved home for a while.
Wow what an amazing story. I admire you a lot buddy, and honestly i know things went south for you afterwards, but try to see things the positive way. Go out more, meet new girls, and who knows you might meet the girl who will jump in this lifestyle with you
For that brief moment, I had it the way I wanted it. I’d been cucked. It was so wild.
The 1st time me and my wife done it , it was very awkward, we chose a complete stranger off CL . and he is the only one we have done this with so far. About 8 times over 6 months, and everytime it has gotten hotter and hotter...I think we may try another soon jast adds that much more excitement.
