Well, last night I was just trying to manage.. It was a lot to process.. But good.. That was one of the most intense experiences of my entire life.. I know for a lot of you, you might be used to it or something, but I am definitely fresh and new and adjusting..
She went out for drinks with a guy she's been chatting with.. This is a different guy than the one in my first post (yes - it's crazy, I know - she is really going for all this all the way) Really nice guy, very tall, and I know he has a massive dick because he sent a photo that showed just a hint of it -- not an actual full photo, just a hint, and you could just tell.. She told me it was a possibility that they might come back here after getting a drink, and I was really hoping for something like that to happen, but didn't really think it would.. Then she texted me that they were on their way over.. 15 minutes later, they walk in the front door and I tried to make myself scarce, but we kind of ran into each other in the living room and she introduced me to this guy and he was polite to me, shook my hand.. He was also way way better looking than I expected.. And really tall.. Then she told me that they were going to go hang out for a bit -- clear that she meant just the two of them.. I went to the other part of the house, out of sight, and found I had very dry mouth and felt very nervous.. I was of course intensely curious about what was going on, but I didn't want to hover too near and mess things up for her and for them..
After 15-20 minutes, I could not resist and I tiptoed down the stairs very slowly and opened a door into the main part of the house.. Our bedroom door is just a little bit down the hall from there.. I just stayed there, at a distance, and the first thing I heard was music playing in the bedroom.. Then I heard sounds of sex - some moans.. She started moaning really loud and saying things like, 'oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck!'.. My stomach almost dropped out of me when I heard that.. This turns me on and I wanted this to happen, but it was also so real and raw in that moment.. I felt a lot of jealousy.. I imagined what they must be doing.. The sounds she was making were really intense, even though it sounded like they were having very slow sex.. I imagined it had a lot to do with his size.. I don't think she's ever actually been with a guy with a really huge cock like that.. Part or me really wanted her to discover that she actually did think size matters a lot and that it could give her a different kind of sex altogether.. But realizing it was actually happening, it gave me a lot of jealousy and angst.. But so turned on..
I went away and came back a few times, and each time there were different sounds, sometimes just barely audible over the music.. It seemed like most of what was going on was slow, sensual, romantic sex, and that also really threw me for a loop.. I also heard them laughing together at points, and that told me they had a nice, fun connection.. Made me feel like it was a good thing for her.. I felt really happy for her to be having this fun, even though it also made me jealous..
I think the hardest thing for me was just listening to this and it being very clear from the sounds she was making that she was getting off on having his dick inside her way more than I will be able to do for her.. That's something that is a humiliating turn-on.. We might have some other kinds of good sex, but not that kind -- the kind where she is getting deeply opened up, filled up, and massaged from the inside out..
They were in there for over an hour, and then things quieted down and I stayed away, to myself.. Eventually I heard the door open and some talking, and he left..
Afterwards, she told me that she had "soooo much fun".. We cuddled.. She said I'm still not allowed to cum until the next night, and she won't share the details of her evening unless I work for it, do something for her.. And the thing she wants is to fuck me in the ass with a strap-on, and then she will tell me the details while fucking me like that.. So that's tonight, if I want to know details.. Other option is to just to go with what I heard.. She knows I'll need to know more.. I feel very lucky to have a wife that seems to be really really into making me a cuck and making me suffer in just the right ways, all while enjoying the sex she can have even more than I expected.. The genie is definitely out of the box and there's no way it's going back in..
