Yea I really get it. Not sure sharing your wife with another man makes you a cuck perhaps just a guy who enjoys the 3some experience. Our beginning was with another woman and in time a 3 some with another guy and we took turns taking her over and over all night watching each other, in time that turned into couples play and then so small group play, but for me the hottest is always watching her fucking another man or a group of them, knowing at the end of the night she is going home with me.