I'm mostly pussy free for the past few years. Since I saw the way she orgasms on a huge cock I just lost the confidence put it in her and except to do anything. She still slips me in sometimes for a short amount of time, but she soon wants the dildo instead and I have more and more tried to avoid the embarrassment. I love to please her and as much as she likes to please me I have always disliked fucking her and looking down and seeing her smile and knowing it was just for me... so now my dick is occasionally the "preshow" as she calls it for the bigger dildo, but over the past year I am becoming more and more pussy free... I have not had an orgasm inside her in 8 years now.