I'm just curious. Was the apprehension mostly from him? Or did you also have misgivings?
Maybe, with it being new, you weren't sure what to make of it? Since you're here now, I guess you've sorted things out. She's she still invite other men to enjoy her pussy? Do the two of you at least enjoy taking about it and cumming to the memory or fantasy of something like that happening again?
My first wife and I had an experience with a friend of mine. The second time it wasn't as hot, and then things got weird. He got very distant, as if I had done something to him. She and I continued to enjoy the memory, just as she had always thrilled to it even it was fantasy we wanted to have happen.
Years later, after being divorced, my ex and I remained friends, and we got together at a resort for her birthday. It was pleasant enough. At one point, I brought it up, hoping to enjoy the discussion. It had been one of the hottest nights of my life, and hers too, as far as I could tell.
I was hopng she'd light up, maybe tell me how it had been hot and she'd love to experience something like that again. Instead, she said, dismissively,. "Yeah, that was weird." Her tone and demeanor indicating that the topic didn't interest her.
Huh? Not interested? I can understand if she were to say she felt shame or guilt or whatever else. In which case, all the more reason to process it out loud, I would think. She was not a moralist. She shared with me openly about having a long-term affair with a married doctor after our divorce, for example. Just strange to me. That's why I ask...
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we even managed to joke about what had happened in a careful way. But it was a number of months before the two of them got back to the comfortable, flirty relationship they’d had before.