Mixed feelings

Anomas

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Hello,

I hope i'm in the right place to post, was not sure were i belong...

First, mind my english as it is not my first language.
As a quick introduction i'm 37 years old guy, pretty average in every way.
As long as i remember i have always been excited about cheating/cuckolding, always had a kink for the psychological aspect as much as the sex part.
First need for me was the apprehension, the angst, the butterflies in my stomach as i hear/know/see my partner with somoene else.
It was the feeling/arousal mix that hooked me into those kind of practice.

I eventually found a woman a could share that with.
To make it short i have lead our sex into a threesome with another guy, after a few nights and a good general feeling i asked if it was ok it i only watched.
Things went perfect as we kept with my partner a solid visual and tactil bound while she was fucking him, she was looking often at me, i held her hand or helped them for position, penetration etc...


Eventually i asked her if she could tease me while fucking him, took a few try for her to get the hang, her lover liked that without me asking for it, he started to play that way too, putting on a show for me while he was fucking her.
He usually spread her lips to help me get a better view or allowing her to be in a nice view for me.
I didn't say but session quicky became only them fucking and me watching.

We had a good time, he fucked her good and we had a good relationship and sex life the rest of the time, i have to asmit i lost a bit of the adrenalin rush after time.


I'm talking in the past, as we are not together anymore (for absolutely different reason), which lead me to my current situation and questions;

I don't have a lot of friend (male) but i have good that i know since a long time.
My closest one, had a girlfriend for almost three years, which i also was friend too.
Some kind of shy petite brunette.
When they broke up he told me she cheated on him, i would have never bet she would be the kind of girl who cheat...
Well, a few weeks later she called me asking if i would agree to talk with her.
I thought maybe she was looking to get back to my friend.
To make it short, she seemed to be interested in going back with him, maybe for 10min, then she became only interested in me and almost jumped on my pants...
As she saw i was reluctant, she undressed. She was wearing very pricey black lingerie, and she was in fact absoluletly beautiful, great body and ass with cut perky tits.
Just could not resist fucking her brain out...
Never heard of her after, just learned from my friend she got married a couple of years ago.


As a matter of fact, my friend talked about her again after that, don't know why, said she that she had eating disorder (she did not eat much) and that she was desperatly in need of attention...
So in fact she would cheat if you showed natural interest and tried to be kind with her to be short, it was not a personal vengeance or sex craving.

I was looking to make it short and i see i already wrote more than i was going for so i'll try to keep being concise.

My friend (the same), got himself a new girlfriend since then, they got married (i'm one of the witness), and have a little kid.
We live pretty close, i'm like 10min away.
We both see each other and with other friends pretty often as we have shared hobbies.

Last year got a call asking if i could keep her little kid for a couple of hours exceptionnaly.
No problem, got there and found her girlfriend was there alone (no friend and no kid), she was like going out of the shower with a towel.
She greeted me with a towel drop and kissed me, i saw her so many time kissing her husband and feeling her lips i had an instant hard on.
Then she turned back toward the 2nd floor while i was struck in the hallway, thought she was getting dresses but she was not coming back.
Called her from the bottom of the stairs, she asked me to come see her.
Well i was not that "dumb" i knew this was going to bee too good or going to be terribly bad situation...
Got to the entrance of their bedroom, she was laying on the sheets naked and looking at me.
She said we had 40min max left before my friend got back.
I was thinking this is so wrong, but i was also eating her with my eyes, even after her child she is really beautiful, blue eyed blonde, she is not very tall, some curve but definitely not fat or chubby at all.
Past angst got back as quick as it was yesterday, had instant stomach pain.
Took me a few minutes before i jumped in to eat her out like a mad men.
Her skin and pussy was so soft and smooth i could not believe it. Stopped right after that saying i had no condom, she immediately responded "no need" and shoved my cock in her pussy.

Was so scared of being caught i finished pretty quickly, she did not seemed to be disapointed but i was...
I left and felt ashamed of what i did, on the other i kept seeing her pale and soft pussy in my head, i was wondering how i would feel the next time i will have to see her with her with my friend.
The same day, latter at night i got a text from her telling me her husband would be away same hour the next day...
i was going to ask her a shit load of questions but ... just said "OK".
Next day i went there, she directly opened the door and went away to the bedroom, as i followed her i asked "WHY ?".
She replied "only one rule, no question, now come to bed".
I complied, we fucked again a lot of time, at least once a week, someties 2 or 3 times a week and stilldo.
As things progressed she tried to keep me longer with her, pushing the time limit, she was staying on me, or crossed her leg around me.
Sex has never been gentle, always raw and hard, after sex on the other hand she always cuddle and kiss and like to lay down without talking.
Not at start but after the first meeting she always made me cum inside her, keeping me pressed around her with her leg crossed behind my back.

I started to think they were maybe a cuckold or swinger couple i don't know, many times i looked around during sex in search for something or a camera but nothing.
As a matter of fact i quickly started to like it, angst was gone and i devellopped more and more pleasure fucking her while he was away, had more and more guilty pleasure of making the biggest mess possible before i leave, making us drench the sheets, leaving her the most exhausted, sweaty and full of cum as possible.
When i was seeing both of them i always tried to make no false note.

After being a cuck younger, i saw myself in a kind of bull situation, many times i tried to ask her about it, but she always told me it didn't concerned me...

As of now, as the title suggest i have mixed feeling and wonder how bull handle this kind of situation.
Cheating is always possibility here, but as i see it our meetings are to regular, always with her kid out and mostly same hour days depending on her possibilities i guess.
I can't possibly figure how she could hide him that, we have never been caught, even when we stayed 10min later than she said.
I constantly leave her bedroom and bed devasted (on purpose) and sheets soaked.
Eight times on ten i cum in her and try to do the deepest i can in her.
Ripped a few times her top, tights or panty, on purpose again...
Even let cum on sheets and her clothes.
Seems her never had a clue, or he is in the game...
 
Welcome Anomas,
If your friend knows, you are fucking his wife, he is likely to have said something by now.
You could be the Bull. ?? You have been playing that role...
To find out, you need to speak to your friend’s wife and find out why she is wanting you to fuck her on a regular basis.
Enjoy it while you can, take some photos and post here. She may love the attention from us.
 
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Hello, thanks for the answer.

Well, knowing she will not answer anything if i talk to her, i sent her a text today.
Told her first her couple/familial situation was my first preoccupation and the i did not want to break anything.
Told her also i'm pretty addicted behind with her but also that i felt pretty bad for my friend.
That, if only i knew he was behind that, or they are like a free couple/cuckolding or whatever i didn't mind, as long as she tell me.
Also mentioned her taste for riskier situation as we go each time (as a game or not) and that i loved it also but that it was a dangerous game, as said in my previous question...

She replied a few minutes after saying "don't worry"...
I asked her if she could clarify, but this is her only reply.

I'm supposed to see her tommorow, i'll try to ask her again, but not sure she will respond.
 
Hello, thanks for the answer.

Well, knowing she will not answer anything if i talk to her, i sent her a text today.
Told her first her couple/familial situation was my first preoccupation and the i did not want to break anything.
Told her also i'm pretty addicted behind with her but also that i felt pretty bad for my friend.
That, if only i knew he was behind that, or they are like a free couple/cuckolding or whatever i didn't mind, as long as she tell me.
Also mentioned her taste for riskier situation as we go each time (as a game or not) and that i loved it also but that it was a dangerous game, as said in my previous question...

She replied a few minutes after saying "don't worry"...
I asked her if she could clarify, but this is her only reply.

I'm supposed to see her tommorow, i'll try to ask her again, but not sure she will respond.

Well you’re not ‘The Bull’ then.
A Bull would only be bothered about his next fuck...
You seem to be more concerned about your male friend and his marriage.

A Bull would take some photos/videos and post them here.

Tell his wife that you are gonna stop fucking her and see her reaction.