Lifelong cuckolds

[cmipost]

Interested to hear if anyone else has been a lifelong cuckold.
I am 55 now and started having these thoughts with my very first sexual partner at age 18 when I knew she was still seeing another guy at the same time.
Pretty much every relationship I have ever had since have involved another man in someway.
Happily married now however but still enjoy watching my wife with an older friend of ours from time to time

 

[cuck4life]

I was a cuck long before I ever heard the term. This began when I was 18 and I have been a cuck now for over 50 years. My exwife openly screwed my friends and coworkers while we dated and this continued after we married . We divorced years later for unrelated problems. I remarried years later and after many conversations my new wife had a chance to have drinks will an old college friend. That night changed our lives. She had her first orgasm as she experienced a cock that was much larger than mine , she loved the thickness an how full it made her feel. She was reluctant to tell me how great his cock felt but once I assured her I was OK with it she opened up.

 

[italkedherintoit]

My first GF fucked around behind my back when I was 16 and every long term partner has fucked and blown other guys. I am 66 now its been fun

 

[Takemoment]

I have been a cuck before and after I was married to my wife, so married 16 years, together for 18 years. So I guess I do not know anything else.

 

[Mariooo]

I'm the same way, we've been married for 18 years, and we've been living like this for 12. Me and my wife both 40. I've gotten so used to it that I can't imagine any other life

 

[Takemoment]

I'm the same way, we've been married for 18 years, and we've been living like this for 12. Me and my wife both 40. I've gotten so used to it that I can't imagine any other life

It definitely has been a big part of our married life. My wife and I both get something from the lifestyle and I always want to be a loving, supportive husband for my wife's needs and desires.

 

[Jcuck31]

We’re newer to it but would love to talk with more experienced cucks

 

[Takemoment]

We’re newer to it but would love to talk with more experienced cucks

Anytime you want to chat, just let me know.

 

[Ray Dachamp]

My gf of many years loves, cares & it wonderful to me.
She's had a successive number of bull who regularly fuck her. She has me help her get ready & dress b4 she goes on a "fuck date".

Odd, i know, but i find it erotic & hot and she loves coming home with a bulls cum on her or in her. Or both.

 

[Stevens4fun]

I was 20 and had what we (at that time) called a "steady girlfriend." We'd been having sex for some time and each morning on the way to school (community college) I stopped by her apartment (her mom's place, actually) and we had sex as her mom left work early in the mornings. Every day, pretty much, and always bare. And to be clear, neither of us had ever heard of, or used the term "cuckold." I first learned the term "cuckold" a year or so later, in literature I had to read for an English composition class. But in that context a "cuckold" was a man whose wife was pregnant with a lover.

Like most boys that age, I let my dick do most of my thinking for me. One morning as I made my usual stop for coffee and sex with my girlfriend (who was a total babe, by the way) she seemed a little nervous and flustered. When we got into her bed and I penetrated her (in missionary - I was a real "man of the world" and I didn't quite know any other positions yet...) her vagina was all wet, sloppy and slippery and very warm. She'd just had sex with a friend of mine who lived in the same apartment complex. I knew what had happened but in an unusual burst of maturity, brain #1 took over and I said nothing. And she didn't tell me what had happened. After I finished in her (probably lasted my usual 5 minutes - at that age, I thought I was just supposed to cum in the girl and she'd be happy with that) I was licking her nipples and trying to pleasure her and get hard again and she began pushing my head down to her crotch. It was clear what she wanted (or so I thought) and I began realized she was still aroused and almost out of control. But "clit licking" wasn't exactly what she wanted. She pushed my head down even further and for the first time I experienced cleaning and tongue fucking a cummy vagina. I remember a strange tingling sensation in my lips but for some reason I was turned on and didn't want it to end. To wrap this up as it's already way too long: I continued my normal stops at her place each morning, and from time to time realized I was having "seconds." After a couple of weeks she finally revealed who she was having sex with. I was crushed, of course. But I was also turned on each morning. Shortly before I enlisted in the military, she jilted me, and within a year was married to another guy (not my friend who was fucking her). Last I've ever heard of her. There's a remote possibility she was pregnant from my friend or I, but thus far, no DNA matches have popped up for me. Whew....... And to answer the original poster's question: the need never goes away. It's always there, lurking in my mind. My wife understands and uses that need in many ways to make sex better for me, even if the sex isn't with me. It's a way of her making love to me.

 

[DesiTexas]

I was 20 and had what we (at that time) called a "steady girlfriend." We'd been having sex for some time and each morning on the way to school (community college) I stopped by her apartment (her mom's place, actually) and we had sex as her mom left work early in the mornings. Every day, pretty much, and always bare. And to be clear, neither of us had ever heard of, or used the term "cuckold." I first learned the term "cuckold" a year or so later, in literature I had to read for an English composition class. But in that context a "cuckold" was a man whose wife was pregnant with a lover.

Like most boys that age, I let my dick do most of my thinking for me. One morning as I made my usual stop for coffee and sex with my girlfriend (who was a total babe, by the way) she seemed a little nervous and flustered. When we got into her bed and I penetrated her (in missionary - I was a real "man of the world" and I didn't quite know any other positions yet...) her vagina was all wet, sloppy and slippery and very warm. She'd just had sex with a friend of mine who lived in the same apartment complex. I knew what had happened but in an unusual burst of maturity, brain #1 took over and I said nothing. And she didn't tell me what had happened. After I finished in her (probably lasted my usual 5 minutes - at that age, I thought I was just supposed to cum in the girl and she'd be happy with that) I was licking her nipples and trying to pleasure her and get hard again and she began pushing my head down to her crotch. It was clear what she wanted (or so I thought) and I began realized she was still aroused and almost out of control. But "clit licking" wasn't exactly what she wanted. She pushed my head down even further and for the first time I experienced cleaning and tongue fucking a cummy vagina. I remember a strange tingling sensation in my lips but for some reason I was turned on and didn't want it to end. To wrap this up as it's already way too long: I continued my normal stops at her place each morning, and from time to time realized I was having "seconds." After a couple of weeks she finally revealed who she was having sex with. I was crushed, of course. But I was also turned on each morning. Shortly before I enlisted in the military, she jilted me, and within a year was married to another guy (not my friend who was fucking her). Last I've ever heard of her. There's a remote possibility she was pregnant from my friend or I, but thus far, no DNA matches have popped up for me. Whew....... And to answer the original poster's question: the need never goes away. It's always there, lurking in my mind. My wife understands and uses that need in many ways to make sex better for me, even if the sex isn't with me. It's a way of her making love to me.

Wow. Such a wonderful story. Thanks for sharing.

 

[Stevens4fun]

Wow. Such a wonderful story. Thanks for sharing.

Thanks. I sometimes think I was destined to be demented.

 

[Duncanf]

It all started when i was around 30, now i am 50. My wife had never been with another man before. we used to watch some porn and after some time we started to chat online. One fine day my wife was chatting with a guy and i was near her. I encouraged her to sex chat with him, we did not tell him i was there. When he got naked and his penis was erect he was like 8 Inches and i am almost 5 Inches. After a few times chatting with him i encouraged her to meet him. First time they met i was super jealous and extremely excited. She came back and her pussy was sore. She told me that she had never had sex like that before. She only had sex with me. She told me that it was a complete different experience. She always tells me that when i fuck her she barely feels me and she always want a larger penis which satisfies her urge.

20 years have passed and i am still jealous and excited even if she just mentions it.

 

[HubbyJohn]

I'm realizing late in life that I always was... I never put it together that all my ex girlfriends cheated on me. All the comments about my lack of size. My partner's lack of interest in sex as the relationships went on. It's always been there, my wife was just the first one to be honest with me about it all.

 

[GrovelingCuck]

Like @HubbyJohn my first taste of it was in college when my girlfriend cheated and instead of being angry I was turned on like crazy. Too turned on. She dumped me bc she was freaked by my reaction to it.

After that I screened every girl I dated regarding her openness to things like exhibitionism and possibly group sex. Most girls were like "definitely not" but when I asked the one who became my wife her response "maybe, it depends..."

We started by going to nude beaches bc it turned me on for other men to see her nude. Soon after we started going to swing clubs. I knew I found the girl I wanted to marry!

We continued to swing but after kids it was just too difficult so I started encouraging her to date other men while I stayed home. It took a little convincing but she finally did it - and she loved it!

Before long I was in chastity, serving refreshments when she brought her dates home, being submissive and subservient to them.

She found a steady Bull. BBC. She fell in love with Him and continued seeing only Him for 8 years. He was a natural Dom, very comfortable in a hotwife/cuckold scenario. It was perfect but after 8 years He left my wife to marry a vanilla girl.

We haven't quite found another Bull to fill his shoes, so we migrated back to swinging and threesomes- but not the cuckoldy kind.

I may never make a full return to my former cuckold self. I would like to, but I think my wife is done with it and happy with couples-swap and normal threesomes these days.

 

[Stevens4fun]

Like @HubbyJohn my first taste of it was in college when my girlfriend cheated and instead of being angry I was turned on like crazy. Too turned on. She dumped me bc she was freaked by my reaction to it.

After that I screened every girl I dated regarding her openness to things like exhibitionism and possibly group sex. Most girls were like "definitely not" but when I asked the one who became my wife her response "maybe, it depends..."

We started by going to nude beaches bc it turned me on for other men to see her nude. Soon after we started going to swing clubs. I knew I found the girl I wanted to marry!

We continued to swing but after kids it was just too difficult so I started encouraging her to date other men while I stayed home. It took a little convincing but she finally did it - and she loved it!

Before long I was in chastity, serving refreshments when she brought her dates home, being submissive and subservient to them.

She found a steady Bull. BBC. She fell in love with Him and continued seeing only Him for 8 years. He was a natural Dom, very comfortable in a hotwife/cuckold scenario. It was perfect but after 8 years He left my wife to marry a vanilla girl.

We haven't quite found another Bull to fill his shoes, so we migrated back to swinging and threesomes- but not the cuckoldy kind.

I may never make a full return to my former cuckold self. I would like to, but I think my wife is done with it and happy with couples-swap and normal threesomes these days.

You definitely found the right girl to marry!

 

[Jeanswatcher]

I am a genuine cuckold husband and have been for 40 years, The blue print was written early in our friendship unknowingly to either of us soon after we met as she turned 16 i was 21/22.

I already had a girlfriend but she was so different, this new girl was a tomboy, 6ft, 33 inch legs, slim and extremely pretty and fit, with quite a masculine outlook on life. a fine wearer of jeans too, my fetish even then.

Unlike any of my previous girlfriends i liked other men looking at her even if she didnt. She cheated on me soon after she gave me her virginity still 16, going out with a man she had, had a crush on since she was 14, he was in his mid 30s. She immediately confessed, escaping being dumped by the skin of her teeth. Then soon after and unconnected nervously posed topless for my camera.

By the time she was 17 she had another confession: she had been drunkenly fucked by another man, she cried as she told me and yet i knew her confession bizarrely turned me on. I thought it strange; why did i get a kink out of her cheating on me?

But really i knew this wasnt unexpected; she was young with a stunning figure, adventurous and good company, had a lot of male admirers, an outgoing and quite a masculine personality and got on well with men, it also dawned on me her willingness to pose topless or naked for me was her way of a "payback" as was soon confirmed by more "reluctant" poses.

I never knew why but the desire kept on growing inside me as i saw other men looking at her, i fantasized about seeing another man standing behind her in a pub feeling her breasts as she looked at me. I enjoyed this but struggled with why.

The confession that she had, had two secret long term affairs by the time she was in her mid 20s hit me hard. She pleaded for her marriage and i knew then i had become a genuine cuck husband, a husband unable to give her the orgasms and experiences she craved occasionally, by virtue of my lack of experience.

So started a life as a practicing cuckold couple, she has had roughly 20 lovers over the years sourced by me and most i have stood and in part watched them pleasuring my wife and taking pictures as i wished and enjoyed every minute of it.

I like the build up to any meet, the excitment and thrill of the meet and it lasts for weeks afterwards.

I have one tattoo, a tattoo designed by my cuckoldress that adorns the top of my arm, it shows and says in a foreign language we have connections to: that i am a cuck, "a husband who accepts his wifes infidelity/adultery". Nobody has seen it other than us and the women who "branded me" forever as a loving loyal cuck.

It is her wish that nobody else sees this as the truth is it says more about her character than mine. Another thing is it tends to indicate is i am a weak feeble man and i certainly am not.

Nobody bar my best friend knows of our love of sharing her and he doesnt know to what extent i have.

Over the years she chose to semi feminise me, no longer needing me as her lover but thats another story.

It took me a long time to realise that what brought us togethe was mainly that we shared so much in common and still do but our sexuality played a strong part too and that started right at the beginning.

Sexually we are both submissive, hardly ideal really and yet away from our sex life both strong dominant characters.

I love and always have being her cuck husband, its so electric, fun and exciting and we are still together.

Ive been lazy and i confess i have cut and pasted some of this from an earlier post of mine.

The pic is of one of her lovers about to slide between her 33 inch legs.