My wife KK does not participate in this forum, but I can, as proxy provide some insight into this topic.
KK has never been happily monogamous, even from the time we were just dating. She engaged in numerous infidelities throughout our relationship, from one-night stands to more complex, traditional affairs that had interwoven emotional and financial components. What that context:
1. With whom and for how long did the affair last? What were your ages?
KK’s first excursion (that I know about) after we got married took place about six months in. It was more a series of events than actual affair. She was working an interim job with a real-estate agency - started fucking her boss. It lasted about a year, until she left the company for more suitable work in line with her career interests.
2. How did the affair start? What made you cross the line into a sexual relationship?
As I understand things, my role was influencing KK via pillow-talk during sex. I was suggesting that she have sex with strangers, fuck other men, encouraging the idea. I had no real idea she would do it, and it took a shape I did not expect - cheating instead of involving me…
I was also triggering another issue - at the time, we were still “young and poor,” and I’d just started grad school. I made the mistake of complaining about KK’s spending habits on clothes and shoes. Her wealthy, suave, experienced boss was able to use her material interests to seduce her.
3. Did you use condoms during sex or did you have unprotected sex?
Their sex was bareback - completely unprotected. Fortunately KK was using birth control pills at that time, otherwise she’d almost certainly have gotten pregnant.
4. Did you have sex with your husband during the time you were having sex with your lover and did you feel guilty?
After the fact, KK told me that she was only having sex with me at that time *because* she felt guilty...
5. Did your husband find out and how? His reaction?
I found out. But I chose not to confront her. I was at first jealous, angry, terrified, ashamed, and conflicted. I was also fascinated by the situation, aroused by it, obsessed with it.
6. Did the affair end your marriage or make it stronger?
I can’t assess this with any honest answer. In the short term, it was painful. In the long term, given our situation, it made things stronger. We are still married, coming up on 45 years, having survived numerous infidelities on both sides...
7. If you stayed together, have you cheated on him again secretly?
I know of at least two dozen other affairs besides KK’s first. The ones I know about being key… she still has her secrets.. Even though we’ve been doing the hot wife thing more than twenty years, she still secretly fucks a guy if that’s what she wants to do...
KK has never been happily monogamous, even from the time we were just dating. She engaged in numerous infidelities throughout our relationship, from one-night stands to more complex, traditional affairs that had interwoven emotional and financial components. What that context:
1. With whom and for how long did the affair last? What were your ages?
KK’s first excursion (that I know about) after we got married took place about six months in. It was more a series of events than actual affair. She was working an interim job with a real-estate agency - started fucking her boss. It lasted about a year, until she left the company for more suitable work in line with her career interests.
2. How did the affair start? What made you cross the line into a sexual relationship?
As I understand things, my role was influencing KK via pillow-talk during sex. I was suggesting that she have sex with strangers, fuck other men, encouraging the idea. I had no real idea she would do it, and it took a shape I did not expect - cheating instead of involving me…
I was also triggering another issue - at the time, we were still “young and poor,” and I’d just started grad school. I made the mistake of complaining about KK’s spending habits on clothes and shoes. Her wealthy, suave, experienced boss was able to use her material interests to seduce her.
3. Did you use condoms during sex or did you have unprotected sex?
Their sex was bareback - completely unprotected. Fortunately KK was using birth control pills at that time, otherwise she’d almost certainly have gotten pregnant.
4. Did you have sex with your husband during the time you were having sex with your lover and did you feel guilty?
After the fact, KK told me that she was only having sex with me at that time *because* she felt guilty...
5. Did your husband find out and how? His reaction?
I found out. But I chose not to confront her. I was at first jealous, angry, terrified, ashamed, and conflicted. I was also fascinated by the situation, aroused by it, obsessed with it.
6. Did the affair end your marriage or make it stronger?
I can’t assess this with any honest answer. In the short term, it was painful. In the long term, given our situation, it made things stronger. We are still married, coming up on 45 years, having survived numerous infidelities on both sides...
7. If you stayed together, have you cheated on him again secretly?
I know of at least two dozen other affairs besides KK’s first. The ones I know about being key… she still has her secrets.. Even though we’ve been doing the hot wife thing more than twenty years, she still secretly fucks a guy if that’s what she wants to do...