My husband had never been about introducing others to have sex with me, it was about pleasuring me.. You ask, "If your wife refuses to become a hotwife, how do you fulfill your fantasy?" We learned how to masturbate for each other, then each other, next we learned all we could about oral sex on each other, then added fingering, eventually we included cum, got heavily into 69s (& still are), added dildos to our masturbation, then anal toys, dp come out of that, dp with his penis and toys, we did 3p - 2 toys or a dual toy for dp and him in my mouth (& other variations), we added sex machines for more masturbation, oral, and cum fun, we got riding toys, strap ons, and so much more.. We learned so many ways to have so many orgasms, together, as a couple.. We had sex over the phone as we played when apart as if we were there going at it.. We learned, studied, researched, practiced, got VERY good at sex.. I can orgasm so many ways its incredible.. He can probably more than most.. We discovered orgasms we didn't even know existed until we were taught.. We begin to Role Play ALOT! So many scenarios it'd blow your minds.. It still does ours.. We were close to purchasing sex dolls for more play.. How do you fulfill you fantasy? Without meaning too, we did it by maximizing our sex as a couple and it sort of worked itself into a fulfilling of many people's fantasies.. We never fantasized about it, even in Role Play, we simply did it, played, together as a couple, had fun.. The journey has been the best part.. No need to be in a hurry, a rush, or leap in blind, take your time, small steps learning together pleasing each other.. My husband was a horrible masturbator, now the man owns it/me - 😉