ah I fucked up bad. I just shared this story privately with someone. But looking for more support.
I finally convinced my wife to try to be with someone else last night. I found a guy 21yrs younger than her because I thought that was safe. She is very pure and innocent and told me it would be impossible to do such a crazy fantasy (I wanted her to experience another guy).
I helped her get a little ...... and he came to our house so she could feel safe. I begged her to try just one time. Just a little bit. She was very hesitant, but he was very patient, and the alcohol helped. She lost control of her body as soon as we started. We both put our hands on her and undressed her, and she couldn't resist. I then quickly backed away to watch. Once it started, everything happened so quick.
He broke her. Mind and body.
He made her cum like crazy. She was screaming and crying for hours. She was apologizing to me, but she couldn't stop. I coudn't do anything because I was too excited. She was so sexy. Her tiny body was shaking so much. She is just 150cm and 39kg, and very tiny everywhere.
After a while, he was making her talk... made her beg for him to cum inside her! I think she ...... when he did. He said he was about 18cm... that is the biggest she ever had. I could see it was thicker and longer than mine. Her pussy was holding it so tight... looked like he was going to pull her pussy out of her body because it wouldn't let go.
Her pussy looked so sexy. He made her cum as soon as he entered her. Her pussy loved it too much. She didn't cum from intercourse before, but she kept cumming many times with him. I couldn't count. I never saw her cum like that. I can make her cum a lot by touching and kissing her nipples and pussy, but never from fucking. She loves to feel it inside her, but doesn't cum unless I touch her nipples too. This was different. And he came inside her 3 times! So much cum.
She cried and held him when he was pumping his cum inside her. It was incredible.
Now my head is fucked up because he took her to his place. She could hardly walk when they left, and she was still very emotional. She couldn't talk. Just nodded her head. He asked her if he wanted to go home with him while he was fucking her. He made her say yes, and then came in her the 3rd time. He fucked up her head and pussy. They left about 30 minutes later. He only lives about 40 minutes from us. I was stupid to try with a local guy. We also agreed no kissing, but after he came inside her the first time, they were kissing deeply... it was too much. I couldn't say anything because it was too exciting for me. My head is fucked up.
That was all several hours ago. He since texted me not to worry. And my excitement has overcome my fear. I love the idea of her getting owned. I just don't want her to divorce me. I got nervous because it looked like she was owning him too. Then I thought maybe there was still a chance she could get pregnant... and he made her beg for him for his baby.
Maybe this is the start of my dream life... or my nightmare?
I'm waiting to hear from him and her. He stayed overnight with us, and then took her home... I didn't imagine that.
